Yeyen's Official Online Diary

Seventeenth, yeahhh

2011-10-30T20:15:00.000+09:00

Halo semuanyaaaaaaa, after some hectic months, finally I'm back! Guess what, i'm now legal! hahahaha kemarin aku ulang tahun, dan itu ulang tahun ke17! :P

*running out of ideas*

*offline*

(ntar disambung lagi. bye!)

Persiapan ulangtahun mama

2011-08-26T19:54:00.000+09:00

hey-looo people. now I'm siting on the chair, and spending my time, creating a short video to my mom. Tanggal 28 nanti, mama bakalan ulang tahun yang ke 43, dan aku pengen banget ngasih kado yang bener2 bisa bikin mama terkesan! udah seminggu aku mikirin apa yang harus aku beli atau buat. dan Alhamdulillah kemarin ada yang ngasih saran, Ozan sama Vira yang ngasih saran. Ozan ngasih saran, buat bikin surprise malam2 pas jam 12 sambil bawa kue dan nyanyiin "Happy Birthday" ke mama, dan yaaaa aku lumayan pengen bikin kayak gitu. Vira ngasih saran buat bikin video buat mama. Dan yaaaa sekarang mataku udah berair daritadi mantengin laptop dan Adobe Premiere 2.0

nah untuk ide sih masih ngambang ya. tapi yang aku tau, nantinya dimulai dari foto2 ulang tahun mama tahun lalu yang dirayain di menado, trus ya lanjutannya belum tau pasti kayak gimana. yang pasti, ada description tentang mamaku berdasarkan namanya. Kayak "SANNY" gitu, S artinya apa, A artinya apa, N artinya apa, ya gitu2 lah. trus selain ada description, ada juga quotes tentang seorang ibu, trus ada foto2 jadulnya mama. yang terakhir, ya ada video yang isinya wishes dari orang2 sekitar mama. and kalo masalah soundtrack aku udah punya beberapa stok, kayak lagunya train (Hey, soul sisters), Mariah Carey (Hero), sama lagu2 klasik karya mozart gitu.

Untuk rencana surprise nya, aku udah ngajakin Vira, Ozan, Reza, Indra, sama Gilang buat ikutan ngasih surprise. kebetulan mereka ber5 udah lumayan kenal sama mama dan begitu pula sebaliknya.

Jadi rencananya besok (Sabtu) aku bakalan minta izin keluar malam buat jalan-jalan malam mingguan sama temen2. ya emang biasanya kalo jalan malam sama vira (ramadhan kali ini) pulangnya jam 12an. Kadang kena marah dikit, kadang enggak dimarahin. Jadi mudah-mudahan aja besok diizinin buat jalan2 lagi sampe tengah malam.

Music review: A rocket to the moon - Like we used to

2011-08-25T16:33:00.000+09:00

Postingan kali ini memang agak berbau music review. Alasannya memang agak personal, haha lebih tepatnya yaaa.. pribadi! kenapa begitu? simply because lagu ini sedikit mem-poke saya ketika didengar. Firstly, let's check the lyric

I can feel her breath as she's sleepin' next to me,
Sharing pillows and cold feet.
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat,
Under blankets and warm sheets.

If only I could be in that bed again...
If only it were me instead of him...
Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

Fourteen months and seven days ago...
Oh, I know you know,
How we felt about that night.
Just your skin against the window...
Oh, we took it slow,
And we both know...
It should've been me inside that car.
It should've been me instead of him... in the dark.

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

I know, love, (I'm a sucker for that feeling.)
Happens all the time, love, (I always end up feelin' cheated.)
You're on my mind, love, (or so that matter when I need it.)
It happens all the time- love, yeah.

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this is right:
Don't throw it all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things...
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to...

Sepintas lagu ini menceritakan tentang seseorang yang ~~mungkin~~ lagi galau sama mantannya yang udah punya pacar lagi. Ups, I'm not trying to say kalo aku lagi galau karna mantanku punya pacar lagi. tapi.. tapi.. pretty much karna itu.

Well and secondly, lets analyze the lyric I've typed in bold.

"Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times? Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?" Does he do all these things, like I used to?"

kalo menurutku ya, maksud part ini tuh gini... Apakah pacar baru dari mantannya itu ngelakuin apa yang biasa dia lakuin ke pacarnya? Boleh sih punya pacar baru, tapi Does your boy/girlfriend deserve it?

Ada juga part yang lumayan miris:

"Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say? Can you promise me if this is right: Don't throw it all away? Can you do all these things? Will you do all these things...Like we used to? Oh, like we used to.."

pandangan aku tentang part ini kurang lebih ke arah yang sama, dia nanyain ke mantannya tentang pacar baru mantannya itu. mungkin pacar barunya akan sayang atau cinta ke dia. tapi apakah the way pacar barunya cinta sama dengan the way dia cinta mantannya? Bisa jadi enggak!

intinya, inti dari lagu ini dan inti dari alasan aku ngepost tentang lagu ini ya ada di 1 line ini:

It should've been me instead of him... in the dark.

seharusnya itu aku! bukan dia!

dan memang begitu.. seharusnya itu aku, bukan dia.. kamu salah besar...

After a while

2011-08-24T22:17:00.000+09:00

Hello blogging-verse! I really misssssssss you soooooooooooooooo :*
Sorry to be hyperbolic.
It's August 24th now, and the last time I posted here was, ummm July I guess!
Well, some problems happened, and I couldn't access my laptop for just facebooking/blogging.
my beloved laptop was attacked by that damn bluescreen! -____-
and I was also too busy doing my things. and I hate some certain people for ignoring their responsibilities then let me and my teammates do EVERYTHING by ourselves! Our parents have been giving us money and such supports. And thank God, for all given.

10 things about me

2011-07-02T19:37:00.000+09:00

I usualy say "The one who knows my self well is ME" people may think I'm outstanding, I'm arrogant, I'm stupid, I'm WOW.. and what so ever!

1. I'm Selfish. Yes, selfish! but I'm not heartless.at least, I care about people. I am just, somehow prioritizing my self and my target. So probably that's what makes me selfish. But take a look at the positive side of me being selfish, I'm strict to my target and will do some hard works to reach it

2. I hate waiting. Indeed, everyone hates waiting right? fotunately besides hate waiting, I also hate being waitted by people. I'd rather wait for someone than to be waitted by someone. I also always be on time. My parents tell me to strict to the time

3. Stay away and/or keep your mouth of saying something, if and only if I'm not in a good mood. You can predict my mood by looking at my face (Eyebrows can tell you what am I feeling), listen carefully to my voice tone (If it gets higher, I'm in anger), use your heart to predict. If you are not able enough to recognize my mood, use it! your heart/feeling can whisper you what happens on me, warns you to stop saying bullshit in front of me

4. I love my families. They are all awesome! Papa is a good father. Papa knows what am I thinking of, papa is able to guess what am I feeling. Mama is a good mother. She is kind. she gives me money when she has much money (although I'm not in any urgency to have money). Arman? He is sometimes rude. he usually annoys me when he has nothing to do. But he is still a good brother. When I get sick (eg: Fever/cold, faringitis (in Indonesian, it is called radang tenggorokan), Arman buys me spaghetti.

5. I'm a scholarship chaser. Yes, for now I'm trying to get scholarship by any college/university. The reason is.... I don't know what pushes me to chase scholarship, but the point is I really want to get a scholarship. another reason is because I want to make my families proud! Who the hell isn't proud is his/her family get a scholarship?

6. I want to go abroad, with no charge! Hehehehh I hate using my money in this story. I went to Japan in a programme of Youth Exchange among Japan& east Asian Countries. Deep in my heart, I do want to go there someday! I also want to go Europe, America, and Australia. buuuuuuut, that's it, someone has to pay everything regarding my visit abroad. ahahaha

7. I want a brighter future! Mama wants me study in Fakultas Kedokteran, but I don't want. mama understands me, she doesn't force me. for now, I've imagined, what kind of future that I want. Someday, I want to work in Ministry of Foreign Affairs. Or in Indonesian diplomatic/consulat offices. I want to live in Jakarta, or other big city such as Bandung, Tokyo, or somewhere else. This may be the rude part, but I really don't want to live in Ternate in my adulthood. I may go back to ternate when I reach my twilight time

8. I'm never satisfied with all I've been achieved. I keep do my efforts to get more and more. But as a normal human being, I always be grateful for what I've given by God.

9.I'm lazy. If you don't believe it, check at my room now. It is damn messed up! I rarely tidy up my room. If you see it is nice and eye-catching (but not in Monday/Tuesday), it means an house maid has already cleaned up my room. If I'm in a good mood, I usually tidy up my room in Sunday. Only in Sunday!

10. I hate being underestimated. There's no need to explain this part, because if you underestimate me, I'll be changed into an unpredictable monster! I'll eat you and simply slap you!

P.S: a big appreciation is now given to Kak Mira. Thank you for tag me in your post!

P.S 2: I tag Aulia, Iki, Vira,Kak Dhani, hizrah, Vivi, Cika, Sarah. Well I supposed to tag 10 people here, but I don't know the last 2 persons to tag.

P.S 3: Yang di tag, harus lanjutin nge post "10 things about me" dan nge-tag 10 orang (Ini udah aturan mainnya. jangan marah, gue juga korban disini huhuuu)

Not too LOL-ing

2011-07-01T13:27:00.000+09:00

tadi kebetulan lagi bosen, trus buka twitter, watch timeline-nya @EpicTweets_ di twitter. trus nemu tweet yang link nya refers ke sini. langsung deh kepikiran buat copas post di blog LOL

Learn Chinese in 5 minutes ; ( Must read out loud )

1. That's not right...........................Sum Ting Wong

2. Are you harbouring a fugitive.....Hu Yu Hai Ding

3. See me ASAP..........................................Kum Hia

4. Stupid man............................................Dum Fuk

5. Did you go to the beach.................Wai Yu So Tan

6. Small horse.........................................Ti Ni Po Ni

7. I bumped the table............Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni

8. I think you need a face lift.................Chin Tu Fat

9. Staying out of sight.............................Lei Ying Lo

10. He's cleaning his automobile.........Wa Shing Ka

11. Your body odor is offensive..........Yu Stink Ki Pu

12. Great............................................Fa Kin Su Pah

haha lucu ya? ada-ada aja tuh orang. tapi keren sih B)

3 hari, pikiran penuh sampah

2011-06-29T23:07:00.000+09:00

bingung mau cerita dari mana. dari 3 hari yang lalu, atau dari sekarang (tapi pake alur mundur). ya intinya memang itu. 3 hari belakangan ini pikiran gue penuh dengan sampah, SAMPAH! gak tau kenapa bisa kayak gitu, yang pasti sampah itu gak mau keluar2 dari pikiran gue sampe bikin gue sakit kepala kayak gini. last night gue udah galau mampus di facebook. gila kan gue? bisa galau sampe kayak gitu? ya gue tau gue gila, tapi gue gak bisa bikin sampah ini keluar dari otak gue. gak bisa. gue gak tau kenapa.

kayaknya gue emang harus ceritain deh, sampah apa yang gue maksud. karna kalo gue terusin cerita gue tentang "sampah" bisa-bisa yang ada kalian mikirnya jadi negatif.

3 hari belakangan ini, gue kepikiran terus sama seorang cowok. gue sendiri heran, kenapa harus cowok itu. karna 4 hari yang lalu, gue lagi .... bisa dibilang lagi having crush sama seorang cowok yang baik,perhatian,lembut dan yaaa gitu deh.

yang bikin gue heran adalah, gue mendadak bisa lupa sama cowok itu dan langsung jadi cewek bego yang kerjaannya cuma mikirin si sampah itu. gila gak sih ini? aneh gak? salah siapa dong? salah gue? salah cowok itu? atau salah sampah itu? siapapun ga salah, semua udah di atur sama yang di atas.

gue gak tau gimana caranya otak gue bisa mikirin sampah itu. gue bukannya mo ngeburukin si sampah itu, tapi ya.. gue gak nyangka dan gak pernah ngeduga aja kalo bisa kayak gini.

entah kenapa, gue bisa senyum2 sendiri, ketawa2, sampe air mata gue juga netes hanya gara-gara komunikasi sama dia. laki2 yang selama 3 hari ini cuman menuhin pikiran gue.

gue gak tau mo ngomong apa lagi, gue gak tau ini apaan. gue gak mungkin suka sama dia. apa lagi sampe cinta. gak mungkin!! gak mungkin!!

apa gue udah kena pelet ya? masalahnya ini mendadak banget loh bisa kepikiran sama cowok itu sampe 3 hari berturut-turut, sampe galau mampus, sampe sakit kepala kayak gini.
gak tau pokoknya. dan intinya gue juga heran knp bisa jadi se-pathetic ini. pathetic!

Apa pendapat lo tentang orang yang sukanya nyindir di jejaring sosial?

2011-06-28T21:44:00.001+09:00

salah socnet sendiri. kan nanya "whats on your mind?" atau "whats happening"

Ask me, before judge me

Menurut kalian, tempat yang asik buat liburan dimana sih??

2011-06-28T21:37:00.001+09:00

Kalo banyak duit, keliling dunia. ke Jepang gitu (Oh ada ancaman radiasi, BATAL) kalo gak punya duit yaaaa jangan jauh2! Di rumah. di kamar, sama guling. nikmatnya tak terasa

Ask me, before judge me

do you like Justin Bieber?? honestly i just like his songs

2011-06-28T21:31:00.001+09:00

no I don't.I am not belieber but I don't hate him. I'm in between

Ask me, before judge me

Heart this cute love story

2011-06-27T12:32:00.001+09:00

A Cute Love Story:
A 6yr old boy got a 3yr beautiful girl's photo on the street side & he loved that girl a lot but he was not able to meet her again.
After long years, his wife saw the photo in bed and asked, "where did u get this photo?". He asked, "why?". She said,"I Lost this Photo when I was 3yrs".

I dream (Samsung galaxy tab)

2011-06-26T22:23:00.001+09:00

I WISH TO HAVE A GALAXY TAB

I WANT IT! I DEMAND IT!

I...... DO WANT TO HAVE THIS GADGET! I DO! *nangisnagisdidepanlaptop

"ma, if you read this, I just want you to understand me. I know I may not actually demand this. but yeaaaaah I wish I could have this gadget. I know you may say "yen you don't need this galaxy tab, you are just being teased by the technology (which is now supporting your idea/wants to have a galaxy tab) just be grateful with what you've already given by God. That's the point. keep being grateful and you'll get what you really need" and what am I goint to respond is "ma, what's so wrong with buying me a galaxy tab? what's so wrong with being teased by the technology?"

......................................................... (mendadak jadi gak tau apa yang mau ditulis. mendadak jadi keingat kalo "just be grateful with what you've already given by God" dan .................. gue jadi optimis, kalo gue terus bersyukur, pasti bakal dikasih Galaxy tab. Amiiiiiiiiiin yaaaAllah! amen for that!)
and optimistically, I scream:

I WILL HAVE A GALAXY TAB

I WILL HAVE A GALAXY TAB
I WILL HAVE A GALAXY TAB

Maksud mimpi ini apaan hah?

2011-06-26T17:27:00.000+09:00

Yaaa intinya sekarang gue bingung dan pusing 7 keliling (ups, enggak ding! Becanda)

Singkat cerita, tadi malam sebelum tidur gue penasaran pengen ngecek blognya temen gue (yaa sebut aja namanya AAA) Nah gue udah lupa tuh kalo blog dia udah ganti id (yang biasanya blablabla.blogspot.com). trus karna bosen sekalian masih pengen ngecek blognya dia, gue googling nama lengkapnya dia. Biasanya sih kalo gue googling nama gue ya muncul link2 yang salah satunya ke blog gue. eh setelah dicek, link ke blognya dia gak muncul. malah ada 1 link blog yang nulis nama lengkapnya dia. Nama lengkap!

Gue klik.

Ternyata, itu blog nyokapnya dia. Lah gue baca dong! Isinya sih tentang dia yang dulu (tahun 2006) sakit db sampe parah banget (ini sih menurut cerita di blog nyokapnya)

tiba2 gue keingat, waktu itu pernah wtw atau smsan (gue lupa!) sama dia dan dia bilang dia baru sembuh sakit db. lah gue sih gak kepikiran kalo db nya dia bisa2 parah atau gimana2. jadi yaa gue becandain aja. haha

*Lanjut!

Trus gue buka firefox, dan langsung ke profile facebooknya dia. pengen post wall, tapi malu juga! biasanya dia gak pernah nge-wall duluan. pengen nge-chat duluan, juga malu! alasannya sih sama -__- yaaaa takutnya dia mikir yang aneh2. bisa aja kan dia mikirnya "si yeyen kok rajin banget yaaa nge-wall atau nge-chat gue duluan! kalo smsan juga yeyen yang duluan"

tuh jadinya gue rada males gitu. emmmmmmm gue sih kayak gitu juga karna pengen ramah aja sama temen2 (Mendadak keinget, gue kan lebih sering sms,wall,message dia dari pada temen2nya yang juga gue kenal! Shit!)

trus gue balik ke page blog nyokapnya. liat di bagian photos, eh ada foto keluarga. langsung gue klik lah! Ternyata emang bener, itu nyokapnya AAA temen gue! aaaaaaaa awalnya gue pikir bisa aja salah orang (biarpun udah ngepas baget itu namanya sama nama lengkap AAA)

karna kebetulan udah larut banget (jam 11.30 kalo gasalah yaaa), gue langsung tidur.

Gak gue sangka2 ternyata gue mimpiin si AAA! Eh masa mimpiin dia? yang bener aja nih?

tapi gak kayak mimpi loh. rasanya bener2 terjadi!

Ceritanya:

Gue sama AAA lagi ditempat yang sama. Gak tau itu acara apaan, pastinya ada gue, ada si AAA juga. Pas pulang, AAA nganterin gue pake mobilnya (gue baru tau kalo dia bisa bawa mobil --biarpun cuma mimpi--) Gue duduk dikursi depan. Gak lucu juga kali, kalo gue duduk di belakang. kan kesannya gue kayk naik taksi, atau bisa aja kesannya dia jadi supir gue BAHAHAHAHA! trus gue ngobrol sama dia.

gue: "eh kenal ny. BBBBBBBBB (nama nyokapnya) gak?"

AAA: *hening*

gue: kenal gak A! itu nama nyokap lo kan?

AAA: yeyen bisa tau nama itu darimana?

gue: yaaa semalam gue baca blog nyokap lo. ceritanya tentang elo yang sakit db. ternyata parah juga ya lo kalo sakit db. sampe kayak hampir mati tau gak!

AAA: kok bisa baca?

gue: yaaaaa soalnya gue pengen baca update blog elo tapi gak tau url nya apaan. jadi googling, nemunya blog nyokap lo, yaudah gue baca sekalian

aduh abis itu apa lagi ya? intinya gue mendadak pikun sama mimpi gue sendiri! emmmmm iyaaa beneran lupa -_-

I question

2011-06-25T19:04:00.002+09:00

"After all the things we've been through, does 'friend' still fit describing how we are? I'm asking. And I need the answer"

-Nurul Widya Djahir, Being pathetic

My day turns to menye-menye

2011-06-23T21:13:00.001+09:00

Menye pertama:

Menyebalkan:

Alasan:

Gak bisa lama main sims karna banyak yang harus dikerjain

Menye kedua:

Menyesakkan:

Alasan:

Arman kena malaria, mama ke menado tadi pagi, papa sakit gabisa jalan. Semuanya harus gue yang kerjain. bersih2, cuci piring, nyapu, sampai masak!

Menye ketiga:

Menyepelekan:

Alasan:

Penundaan dalam hal pengisian form riset LPSSA 2011 (Fasih!). Akhirnya besok bakalan lebih sibuk karna akan lebih banyak hal yang ada di "To-do list"

Menye keempat:

Menyemburukan (emang ada menyemburukan ? dasarnya cemburu)

Alasan:

makin banyak yang pake android! Mama pengen maaaaa

Menye ke lima:

Menyenangkan!

Alasan:

Setidaknya bisa main sims sampe jam 3 sore tadi (meskipun terasa singkat). Trus ya masih bisa pergi ke dunia maya. Wuhuuuu

Menye ke enam:

Menyerah

Alasan: menyerah, cukup deh. Ibu Muhani ngasih kabar kalo rapotan nya hari selasa. Udah ya, menyerah. Harapan sih ttp ranking 1 lagi. Tapi kalo emang gabisa bertahan, oke-oke saja! fine! saya menyerah. Intinya Bismillah lah..

Ada satu hal lagi. tapi gak tau itu menye apaan. intinya sih bikin sakit hati! tiba-tiba keinget mantan sahabat SMA gue (gue bilang SMA karna emang gitu, (pernah) sahabatan pas SMA. waktu SMP sih bodo amat sama dia) yaaa ceritanya sih si mantan sahabat gue itu pacaran sama mantan pacar gue yang waktu smp (orang bilang: Gapapa kali yen, kan udah mantan! mantan smp pula!) logikanya tuh gini yaaaa..

gimanapun yang namanya mantan ya mantan. "pernah" jadi orang yang kita sayang. kalo udah sayang, biar gimanapun juga gitu, sayang. Ngerti maksud gue gak? Maksudnya gini loh, emmm gue tuh pernah sayang sama mantan. lah gimanapun juga yaaa, hati gue ada rasa sama dia (meskipun sekarang gak sama kayak dulu)

dan yang bikin sakit hati ya itu! Taik! asu banget ya nasib gue? Aaaaaa sumpah deh! Aaaaaaaasu!!!!

at least gue tau gimana yang namanya sahabat dan gimana rasanya *sedikit* sakit hati (yang kedua kalinya karna sahabat)

Ternate and its beautiful panorama

2011-06-22T16:22:00.000+09:00

On saturday, I posted a blog about how was my Saturday (Click here). And now, I just want to share how beautiful Ternate is, with post some photos

above picture was taken at Kastela fort (Nostra senhora del rosario)

taken at Benteng Kalamata.

taken at Benteng Kota Janji

yeyen and dhyra talked like two stupids

2011-06-20T23:01:00.002+09:00

WARNING: THIS TRANSCRIPT HAS NOT BEEN TRANSLATED TO ENGLISH. IF YOU ARE NOT SPEAKING TERNATENESE, DO NOT TRY TO

COMPLAIN!!!

Yeyen: busbus dah =))
Dira: hahaha rencana :D
Yeyen: haha dhyraaaa
Dira: hahaha yeeeeeyeeen
Yeyen: nga ol darimana? pc?
Dira: ho'oh , nga dang ?
Yeyen: dari batu nih
Yeyen: HHAHAHA YAIYALAH DARI PC
Dira: ta kira nga on di hape gtoh :p
Yeyen: Ta pe hp kan ubax masa bisa yman? ~x(
Dira: maksudnya your mother :D
Dira: woooo :p
Dira: meh hape yg bsar tuh daang
Yeyen: Kita pake 2 hape dhyro sayaaang :">
Yeyen: hp besar apa lagi?
Yeyen: TELA?
Yeyen: =))
Dira: maksudnyee yang itu hari kelas 1 tuh nurul widya djahir -____-
Dira: telaa ?
Dira: ta kira BATA ;P
Yeyen: CE BUKAN BATA TAPI CONVERSE =))
Yeyen: MAAF YEEE CAPS LOCKNYA ON
Dira: BARANG ?
Yeyen: BARANG TA SU PENCET DAH =))
Yeyen: BAGUS TO?
Yeyen: KAYAK ORANG ADA DEMONSTRASI KONG PAKE TOA DANG
Yeyen: TONG 2 WEBCAMAN MAREEEEEE
Dira: HAHHAHA TA MANGARTI =))
Dira: IYO SUDAH
Dira: CUMA TORANG DUA YANG TAU SAJA KONG :P
Dira: KONG NGA ADA BIKIAPA ?
Dira: # BCRA PKE TOA :P
Yeyen: =))
Yeyen: TA ADA BERA NIH BAHAHAHAHA
Yeyen: UPS BERCANDA KALI
Dira: IH NGA HEBAAT :D
Dira: BERA BSA BAWA PC :P
Yeyen: KAN YMAN PAKE BATU DIIIIIIIIR
Yeyen: JADI BISA DIBAWA KEMANA SAJA
Dira: HAHAHA BATU APA YEN ?
Dira: HEBAT SEJAGO HERCULES BSA ANGKAT BATU :P
Yeyen: DHYRA! KAN ADA BATU KECIL
Yeyen: SERI NYA
Yeyen: BATU GALAXY MINI
Yeyen: =))
Dira: HAHAHAHA
Dira: TA KIRA NGA BAWA BATU ANGUS TUH :P
Dira: =))
Yeyen: HAHA ITU BATU GALAXY TAB DIRAAAAAAA
Yeyen: KITA KAN YANG KECIL2 AJA
Yeyen: JADI PAKE BATU GALAXY MINI
Yeyen: =))
Dira: CIH YEEN TARA LEVEL DENG NGANA , MASA NGANA SO KACIL BAWA BATU KACIL TUH :P
Yeyen: KALO TA PAKE BATU GALAXY TAB NANTI TARA COCOK! MASA BATU LEBE BESAR DARI KITA?
Yeyen: SUSAH BAWA KEMANA2 ITU BATU GALAXY TAB
Dira: BKANNYA HAPE YAH ? ;D
Dira: YANG KAYAK IPAD :P
Yeyen: ITU TABLET NYONYAAAA
Yeyen: HP TU KAYAK TA PE UBAX BAGITU DANG
Yeyen: =))
Dira: HIII BUKAN TABLET , TAPI OBAAT
Dira: HP TUH YANG DIRUMAH TUH YANG TRA BSA BAWA =)) #JAYUS :P
Yeyen: HP APA YANG TRA BISA BAWA? #MENDADAKBEGO
Yeyen: KALO BUKAN TABLET, KAPSUL AJA YA
Dira: MEH ADA HAPE YANG SUKA BABUNYI DANG :P
Dira: JANG KAPSUL
Dira: PIL AAJAA :P
Yeyen: IDIIIIH PRIA IDAMAN LAIN!
Yeyen: MAAF SAYA SETIA
Yeyen: MAAAAAF YAK
Dira: HAH ? NGA ST SETIA ? GRUP BAND ITU NGA SUKA ?
Dira: ASTAGAAA YEYEEEN =))
Yeyen: AH? APA SIH ?
Yeyen: ADOOO ADA KAH BAND ITU #ANAKGAKGAUL
Yeyen: MAAF YAK SAYA EMANG RADA KATROK SAMA YANG GINIAN
Yeyen: B-)
Dira: HAHAHHAA :D MASA ANDA GA TAU ? ANDA KAN TADI BLG SETIA :P
Yeyen: EH MBAK, LU TUH NGERTI GAK SIH SAMA "SETIA" ?
Yeyen: SETIA ITU ARTINYA GAK MAU SELINGKUH
Yeyen: GITU LOH
Yeyen: MASA JADI DIHUBUNG2IN SAMA BAND
Yeyen: EMANG ADA YA?
Yeyen: BENERAN #ANAKGAKGAUL NIH GUE
Dira: ADAALAAAH , TUH ST 12 TUH MAH :P
Dira: AH GA GAUL LO
Dira: #ANAKSOKGAUL :O
Dira: :P
Yeyen: IYADEH GUE KAN #ANAKGAKGAUL JADINYA GAK PERNAH TAU ST 12
Yeyen: GUE PIKIR ST MANIS
Yeyen: =))
Yeyen: ENAK TUH MAKAN BASO SAMA ST MANIH
Yeyen: *MANIS MAKSUDNYA
Dira: HAHAH GA JODOH KALI BAKSO MA ST MANIS
Dira: KERENAN DIKIT DONG :P
Dira: APAAA GTU :P
Dira: #APA APAA :P
Yeyen: APAAN? MAU SPAGHETTI SAMA ST MANIS?
Yeyen: MAKIN GAK COCOK
Yeyen: ITALI DIJODOHIN SAMA INDONESIA
Yeyen: BAHAHAHA
Yeyen: GIMANA JADINYA YA?
Dira: KAGAAA
Dira: MAKSUDNYE LAIN TAUU :P
Dira: MAKSUDNYA BAKSO AMA ES JERUK GT :P
Dira: KERENAN DIKIIT ;P
Yeyen: ADUH GABISA
Yeyen: LU KAN DEMEN BANGET TUH YE SAMA ST, JADI MAUNYA YA ST MANIS
Yeyen: YAKAN YAKAN?
YeyenNGAKUDEH
Yeyen: GAUSAH MALU
Yeyen: KAN CUMA SAMA GUE
Dira: NAJOONG GUA
Dira: GIMANA SIH
Dira: TADI KAN LO YANG NGEFANS :P
Dira: SAMPE BILANG SETIA :P
Yeyen: EH ANAK GAUL, PLEASE DEH
Yeyen: GUE TUH GAK TAU YANG GITUAN
Yeyen: GUE KAN #ANAKGAKGAUL JADI WAJAR GA NGERTI
Yeyen: EH TAPINYA ELO YANG NGERTI
Yeyen: APAAN DONG ARTINYA?
Yeyen: *ARTINYA ELO NGE-FANS-BA-NGET-SA-MA- ST
Yeyen: =))
Dira: ENAK AJE LU
Yeyen: MATI LAMPU NIH DHYRA
Yeyen: GUE CABUT YEEEEE
Yeyen: JANGAN KANGEN
Dira: GUA MAH GA LEVEL BEGITUAN :P
Yeyen: BYEEEEEE
Dira: YAAAH
Dira: RUMAH LO GA GAUL :P
Dira: HAHHAHA :D
Dira: GA KANGEN :P
Dira: BESOK KETEMU JUGE :P
Yeyen: PLN YANG GAK GAUL DHYR
Yeyen: BESOK GUE MALES KE SEKOLAH
Dira: BYYEEE :D
Dira: :(
Dira: HAHHAHA PLN DEKET RUMAH LO TUH
Yeyen: STOK COWOK GANTENG SMANSA CUMAN DIKIT SIH
Dira: LEMPARIN AJE
Dira: MAKE TELOR BUSUK :P
Yeyen: HARUS PACARAN SAMA ANAK SMA8
Dira: AHELAAAH
Yeyen: APAAN NIH
Yeyen: EMANG GITU PLN KAN #ANAKGAKGAUL
Dira: TAUU DAH PACARNYAA CUCUUII :P
Yeyen: EMANG GITU PLN KAN #ANAKGAKGAUL
Dira: MAKANYA LEMPARIN TUH PLN MAKE TELOR :P
Dira: KAN DKET RUMAH LO
Yeyen: DARIPADA LEMPAR PLN PAKE TELOR, MENDING LEMPAR TELOR KE MUKA LU DIR
Yeyen: BAHAHAHHA
Yeyen: GUE UDAH PUTUS KALI CIN SAMA ANAK SMA8
Dira: LAAH EMANG GUA PLN APE ?
Yeyen: EHYA GUE KAN PAKE BATU GALAXY JADI GAPAPA DIR
Dira: JIAAAH PUTUS KNAPE LO ?
Yeyen: BATRENYA MASIH ADA
Yeyen: PUTUSNYA KARNA TAKDIR LAH DIR
Yeyen: MALES AJA GUE PCRN TAPI BANYAK YANG GAK SUKA
Dira: IYA TUH MENDING DGRN YANG BANYAK
Dira: MESKIPUN GA RELA JUGA :P
Yeyen: GUE SIH RELA RELA AJA DIR
Yeyen: BIASA CEWEK CANTIK KAN BANYAK YANG MAU
Yeyen: SATU HILANG TUMBUH SERIBU DONG DIIIIR
Yeyen: EH NYALA LAMPUNYA
Yeyen: AYEEEEEEY
Yeyen: UNTUNG PAKE BATU
Dira: HAHHAHA CEWE CANTIK :P
Dira: APA KATA LU DAH
Dira: JIAH BATU LO BELI DIMANE ?
Dira: MAU DONG GUA :P
Yeyen: ADUH GABISA DIR
Yeyen: INI BATU GALAXY DIKASIH SAMA MANTAN GUE ANAK SMA8 ITU DIR
Yeyen: #MENDADAKGALAU
Yeyen: BAHAHAHA
Yeyen: IYA DONG GUE CANTIK
Yeyen: GUE KAN YEYEN :P
Dira: JIAH NANYAIN DIE DONG TU BATU BELI DIMANE :P
Dira: JIAH APA KAATA ELO DAH
Dira: NTAR LO NANGIS GA DA STOK PERMEN GUA :P
Yeyen: NANYAIN BUAT APA?
Dira: YANG BLG LO NURUL ? :P
Dira: SIAPA ?
Dira: ;P
Yeyen: BIAR ELO BISA PAKE BATU JUGA KAYAK GUE?
Yeyen: OH GABISA DONG
Yeyen: NANTI UDAH GAK EKSKLUSIF NIH BATU GALAXY PEMBERIAN MANTAN GUE
Yeyen: GUE TUH YEYEN NURUL WIDYA DJAHIR
Yeyen: GIMANA SIH LO
Yeyen: MASA GAK KENAL
Yeyen: KEMANA AJA LO CIN?
Dira: HAHHA LO MAH PELIT :P
Dira: BERDUA KAN ENAK GTOH :P
Yeyen: PASTI TIDUR GAK BANGUN2 SAMPE GAK SADAR SAMA KEADAAN DUNIA YANG FANA INI
Yeyen: KATA SIAPA BERDUA ITU ENAK?
Dira: SENDIRI GA GAHOOL :P
Dira: APADEH
Dira: TAU GUA
Dira: TAPI KAN ORG MANGGIL LO YEYEN :P
Dira: ENAK AJE LU
Dira: LU KATE GUA MUMI :P
Dira: KATA GUA BARUSAN :P
Yeyen: NIH BATU DIKASIH SAMA MANTAN GUE SEBAGAI TANDA CINTA
Yeyen: MASA LO MAU BATU INI JUGA?
Dira: EHLAAH TANDA CINTE :D
Yeyen: MAU CINTANYA DIA JUGA LO DIR
Yeyen: AWAS YA
Yeyen: YA KARNA GUE ARTIS, JADI ADA NAMA ARTISNYA DIR
Dira: AH IYA GUA MAU , MAU BATU DOANG , CINTA KAGA ! PACAR GUA MO LO BUANG KEMANE ?
Yeyen: LO MAH GAK NGERTI GINIIAN. ORANG LO NYA BUKAN ARTIS SIH
Yeyen: BAHAHA
Dira: EHLAAH NAMA ARTIS
Dira: CUCUIH :P
Yeyen: GABISA LAH DIR
Yeyen: KALO LO NERIMA BATUNYA BERARTI LO DAPET CINTANYA JUGA DIR
Yeyen: DAN GUE GABISA TERIMA
Yeyen: BENERAN GABISA
Dira: AHELAAAH NANYA DOAANG KALI
Dira: BUKAN GUA TRMA DARI DIA :P
Dira: WOOO :P
Dira: PACAR GUA JUGA ADA :P
Yeyen: PACAR LO ADA, TAPI LO MAUNYA SAMA DIA KAN?
Yeyen: NGAKU DEH
Yeyen: GUE SIH TAU
Yeyen: LO KAN DIAM2 CINTA SAMA DIA DIR
Yeyen: NGAKU DEH DIR
Dira: ENAK AJE LU
Dira: FITNAH :P
Yeyen: GUE GAK MARAH KOK
Yeyen: CUMAN KESEL
Yeyen: X-(
Dira: HAH ? LIAT AJE BELOM WOOO :P
Yeyen: BOONG
Yeyen: LO KAN EMANG GITU DIR
Yeyen: NGAKU BELUM PERNAH LIAT
Dira: WOOO ENAK AJE LU FITNAH :P
Dira: HAAAH >
Yeyen: PADAHAL UDAH SERING JALAN DIBELAKANG GUE
Dira: EMANG BELOOM -____-
Dira: :P
Yeyen: YAKAN?
Yeyen: YAKAAAAN?
Dira: AHEAAAH GA LEVEL GUA BEGITUAN DARI BELAKANG :P
Yeyen: SEPUPU JAHAT LO DI
Dira: NONOOONOOOO
Yeyen: *DIR MAKSUDNYA
Yeyen: NGAKUUUUUUUU
Dira: GUAMAH SEPUPU TEBAIK SEPANJANG ABAAD
Yeyen: SAYANGNYA HIDUP GUE BELUM NYAMPE SEABAD
Yeyen: SETENGAH ABAD AJA BELUM
Dira: HAHHAAHA GUA DOAIN NYAMPE :P
Yeyen: LO JUGA DEH NYAMPE SEABAD
Yeyen: BIAR BISA NGOBROL SAMA GUE BAHAHAHA
Dira: HAHHAHHAHA :D
Dira: SEMOGA ;D
Yeyen: EH DIR BAGI RAPOT KAPAN SIH?
Dira: GATAU
Dira: KATANYA TGL 25
Dira: ADA YG 30
Dira: ADA YANG 23
Dira: ANEH -_____-
Yeyen: YAUDAH SEKALIAN TANGGAL 29 OKTOBER PAS GUE 17TAHUN AJA GIMANA?
Yeyen: GAK LAMA, CUMA 4BULAN DOANG DIR
Dira: LAMAAA SEETT
Dira: TUH LULUSNY KITE KAPAN COBAAA -____-
Dira: KALO NUNGGU LO 17AN SEGAALA :P
Yeyen: YA GAPAPA, LULUSAN BISA TAHUN DEPAN
Yeyen: LAMAAN DI SMANSA KAN LUMAYAN
Yeyen: PUNYA BANYAK DD KAN LO?
Yeyen: BISA MAIN SAMA DD LO DEH
Dira: GA MAU GUAAA
Dira: GUA PENGEN CEPET LULUSS
Yeyen: ITU SARAN GUE
Yeyen: SARAN LO APA?
Dira: BIAR CPEET KELUAR DARI NIH KOTA
Dira: SARAN GUA , TU BANGUNAN CEPET JADI DEH ! DARI DULU GA PERNAH BSA NGERASAIN BAGUNAN BARUNYA ITU :P
Dira: PASTI MANTEP
Yeyen: LAH KOK JADI NGOMONGIN BANGUNAN?
Yeyen: BAHAHAHA MENTANG2 NYAMBUNG SAMA BATU
Yeyen: JADI DIBAWA2 DEH BANGUNANNYA
Dira: AH KAGA SERIUS GUA
Dira: PASTI KEREN BANGET TU BANGUNAN KALO KITE UDH LULUS -____--
Yeyen: GAPAPA EMANG UDAH NASIBNYA KITA KAYAK GITU
Yeyen: INGAT GAK WAKTU SMP?
Dira: IYE BENER
Yeyen: PAS KITA LULUSAN BARU SMP1 JADI BAGUS
Dira: GA PERNAH NGERASAI
Dira: NGERASAIN MAKSUDNYE
Dira: MAKANYA GUA BILANG TADI AH ELAAAH
Yeyen: ECIE LO GUGUP YA CHATTINGAN SAMA GUE?
Yeyen: BAHAHAHA ASEEEEK
Yeyen: DIRA MASUK ANGGOTA YFC
Yeyen: YEYEN FANS CLUB
Dira: OGAAAAH
Dira: MBUG
Dira: BAHASA JAWANYA :P
Yeyen: LA! BAHASA ARABNYA
Yeyen: BAHAHAHA
Yeyen: AHLAN WA SAHLAN FANS BARU
Dira: TANYA KE USTAD JAMRUD :P
Yeyen: NGAPAIN?
Dira: AH ITU EMANG BENER ?
Dira: SUER ?
Yeyen: LAH WONG MANTAN GUE AJA ADA TURUNAN ARAB NYA
Yeyen: APAAN BENER?
Dira: AH SONGONG LU :P
Yeyen: LO GAK NYANGKA BISA JADI ANGGOTA YFC GUE KAN DIR
Yeyen: HAHA
Yeyen: APAAN SIH LO DIR?
Yeyen: DARI BATU SAMPE SONGONG
Yeyen: GUE NIH ANAK BAIK2 YA
Yeyen: DAN #ANAKGAKGAUL
Dira: GA NYANGKA KRNA GUA GA NGEFANS MA LO ;P
Yeyen: OH MY GOD GAPAPA KOK DIR
Yeyen: ANGGOTA YFC PADA SENANG NYAMBUT LO
Dira: HAHHAHAHA :D
Dira: GPP KNAPE >
Yeyen: AHLAN WA SAHLAN DHYRAAAAAAA
Dira: NYAMBUT ?
Dira: IDIIIH OGAH NEHI MBUG NO , APALAGI
Yeyen: IYAAA NYAMBUT
Dira: SMUA KATA TIDAK DEH :P
Yeyen: TIDAAAAAAAAAK, DIRA SUDAH MASUK YFC
Yeyen: MAKASIH DIRA
Yeyen: AHLAN WA SAHLAN
Dira: NOMAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN
Yeyen: KHAIFA HALUKI?
Yeyen: KOK TERIAK NORMAN?
Yeyen: PACARNYA BRIPTU NORMAN YA
Dira: HAAH ?
Dira: NO MAAAN MAKSUDNYE
Yeyen: IH DHYRA EMANG BENERAN #ANAKGAUL
Yeyen: PACARNYA AJA SI NORMAN
Dira: IDIH APAAN
Dira: GA LEVELAN GUA MA POLISI :P
Yeyen: SAMA APA DONG?
Yeyen: POLANTAS YA
Dira: APALAGI POLANTAS !!
Dira: ANTI GUA MAH !!
Yeyen: ANTI2 APAAN LO DIR?
Yeyen: HAHA PACARNYA NORMAN NIYEEEEEEEE
Yeyen: NGAHAHAH
Yeyen: UDAH GITU SELINGKUH LAGI SAMA POLANTAS
Yeyen: BOOOOOH
Yeyen: KAGUM GUE SAMA LO
Yeyen: KAGUM DOANG!
Dira: NAJOONG GUA
Dira: GASUKA GUA MA POLISIAN
Dira: GUA MAU NYARI YG PUTIH
Dira: MEMPERBAIKI KETURUNAN GTOH :P
Yeyen: NOH SANA SAMA CATYLAC WHITE PAINT
Dira: GUA KAN UDH ESKSOTIIISSS :P
Yeyen: HAHAHAHA ASIK KAWIN SAMA CAT LU DIR
Yeyen: WOOOOOOOOH EKSOTISSSS
Yeyen: AHSEEEEEK
Dira: IDIIIH OGAAAH :P
Dira: AHSEEK DONNG , GUA GITU B-)
Yeyen: BERARTI BENERAN KAWIN SAMA CAT LU DIR?
Yeyen: BAHAHAHAAHAAA TUKANG CAT KALI YAK
Dira: OGAAH CATNYA AJA :P
Dira: BIAR PUTIHAN DIKIT GUA :P
Yeyen: MANA ADA MANUSIA KAWIN SAMA CAT?
Yeyen: GUE LAPORIN GURU BIOLOGI BARU TAU RASA
Yeyen: BEDA KROMOSOM ITU MAH DIR
Yeyen: TAPI LO TETEP MAU KAWIN SAMA CAT
Yeyen: YAALLAH
Dira: AH ELAAH OGAAH
Dira: MAKSUDNYA GUA EKSOTISS :P
Yeyen: APASIH LO DIR?
Yeyen: TADI MAUNYA KAWIN SAMA CAT
Yeyen: SKARANG JADI GAK KONSISTEN GITU
Yeyen: AMPUN DIRAAAA LO NGEBINGUNGIN ABISSSSS
Dira: GUA KAN MASIH LABIL :P
Yeyen: ABABIL
Yeyen: ABG LABIL LO
Yeyen: BAHAHAHA
Yeyen: NGAKUNYA #ANAKGAUL
Yeyen: GUE YANG #ANAKGAKGAUL SAMPE MINDER SAMA LO YANG #ANAKGAUL
Dira: GUA KAN CUPUU :P
Yeyen: EH TADI LO NGAKUNYA #ANAKGAUL
Yeyen: LAH SEKARANG JADI CUPU
Yeyen: APAAN INI DIRAAAAAAA
Dira: APA AJA BOLEEEH :P
Dira: GUA MAH KIRI KANAN OKE :P
Yeyen: HAHAHA DIRAAAAAA DIRAAAAAA
Yeyen: WEBCAM LO JADI?
Yeyen: WEBCAM CHAT YOOOOOK
Dira: KAGAAA
Dira: WEBCAM GUA DA
Dira: CUMAITUNYA
Dira: SISTEMNYA ITU LOOH
Yeyen: SISTEMNYA KENAPA?
Yeyen: CERITA CERITAAAA
Yeyen: KALO SISTEMNYA JAHAT, KITA TONJOK RAME2
Dira: IYE KAN KEMAREN LAPTOP GUA KENA VIRUS ,NAH CD DRIVER GUA ILANG ENTAH KEMANE JADI GA BSA INSTALL WEBCAMNYE ____-
Yeyen: YAAMPOOOON DIR NASIB LO TUH YAAA MIRIP KAYAK NASIB GUE
Yeyen: UNTUNGNYA LAPTOP OZAN SAMA KAYAK PUNYA GUE JADI BISA MINJEM
Dira: MAKSUDNYEE ?
Dira: LO JUGE ?
Yeyen: CD DRIVER GUE ILANG. TAPI BISA MINJEM PUNYA OZAN
Yeyen: YA GUE LEBIH UNTUNG DARI LO SIH
Dira: LAAH PUNYA GUA KAGA ADA :( NIH NYOKAB BELI LAPTOP GA YG UMUM SIH -____-
Yeyen: APAAN EMANG?
Yeyen: JANGAN BILANG KALO BALAKBERI KOMPUTER
Dira: MAKANYE IITU -_____-
Yeyen: EMANG BENERAN BALAKBERI KOMPUTER?
Yeyen: ASIK DONG YA, HP GUE BATU, LAPTOP LO "BALAK"
Yeyen: BAHAHA
Yeyen: JODOH
Yeyen: KAWININ LAPTOP LO SAMA BATU GUE AJA DIR
Yeyen: SIAPA TAU ANAKNYA JADI BATUBERI
Dira: EMANG ADA BALAK BERI ? :P
Dira: HAH EMANG BSA ? HAYUUUU :P
Dira: yen off duluan gua yak , ngantuk :D
Dira: see youu :D

dira is my cousin. she is outgoing,humble,nice, and awesome. she was one among my classmates when I was in the first grader. she loves spending her time with her beloved blackberry smartphone. she called her curve with "ndut" or something (I forgot) and I don't know how does she call her gemini. before use gemini, her mother bought storm 2. but she couldn't brought her storm2 due to school problem. She sometimes gets problem in school (mostly because of the score given by the teacher) and she always shares it on facebook or post many tweets about her school problem in twitter. she is sometimes talkative. we talked,gossiped,laughed and much more.
for further informations, follow her on twitter @dhyradhyra or add her on facebook by clicking here

EXHAUSTINGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

2011-06-18T22:59:00.000+09:00

Yep, that's what describes today! Em, I haven't told you about what I achieved beside being a participant of NSDC 2011. After I went back to Ternate (June 2nd) I had my final exam (as a second grader) in June 6th-11th. I was sooooo free and grateful because I've passed two most important tasks in June. Yet sometimes I feel like being in hell, because I let him go due to my effort to focus on NSDC 2011. Yes him! The boy I had been dating for 5 months before I decided to end that sweet precious relationship. Feel like being in hell, I sometimes miss him BAHAHAHAHA (Finally I admit it! *Lega rasanya*)

And, when I was enjoying my free time with lying on the sofa, my cellphone was ringing and I saw "Ranitania Calling". I answered it anyway, but the networking was bad as hell and I went outside.

"Rani: "Yeyeeeeeen, proposal kita yeeeeeeen, proposal kita diterima"
Yeyen: "Apaaaaaa? Sumpah demi apa? Gapercayaaaa!"
Rani: "Iya yeeeeeeeen, beneran!"
Yeyen: "Raniiiiii, yang kepilih itu cuma 10 proposal terbaik dari ribuan proposal yang dikirim di seluruh Indonesia, SELURUH INDONESIA !!
Rani: "Iya emang bener yen, aku juga gak percaya! tapi emang ini kenyataannya""

You know what happened? I was so excited and Jumping arround my home and screaming "Aaaaaaaaaaa lolos! Proposalnya loloooooos! Jakarta lagiiiiiiii! 10 besar! Mimpi apa gue semalam kok bisa kayak gini? Aaaaaaaaaaaa seneng banget YaAllah."

Back to the story of today. Well as what you read, our proposal is accepted by the Ministry of Tourism and Cultural of RI. And (to make it becomes shorter story) I have to prepare all things needed, by visiting historical building (Forts) which were built by the Dutch.

There are six! SIX! YES SIX! And it took more than just 3 hours to visit each single fort. It took 5 hours! Five ho-u-rs! (Can you imagine how exhausting today was?)

first, we (Me,Ranitania,Ismi, Mam Muhani, Mam Sabaria, Mam Bekti) visited Tolukko Fort. Nothing was distracting me. The view was good as usual, and the environment was clean.

Second, we went visiting a new fort. Why I called it "new" ? Because it was.. I don't know how to say it in english but, it was terkubur underground before people digged the ground and found the hidden fort.

IT IS REALLY OUTTA MY EXPECTATION! NO ONE CARES ABOUT IT! THE DRIVER WHICH WAS DRIVING US SAID "Itu benteng? Aaah bukan! Kebun kelapa gitu disebut benteng! Apaan coba? malah nyusahin lagi"

Third, we visited Kastela fort. I was upset!

Fourth, Kalamata fort. enchanting! Good panorama, wind blowed, my mood was getting better

Fifth, St. Pedro fort (Actually known as Benteng Kota Janji). I was getting mad because the gate was LOCKED! Hell-o fort is a good place to remind us on how people lived in the past, how our anchestors kept trying to live under opression by the Dutch. But how could it become locked? Grr

Sixth, Oranje Fort (People call it Benteng Oranye). I cursed the gov (in my mind ONLY). Benteng Oranye was unlike Kalamata or Tolukko which were impressing me! I will tell you about Benteng Oranye later on my upcoming post (If I remember :p)

The point is, Government and society attention to the fortress are different. Government tends to care Tolukko and Kalamata (And St. Pedro, if the gate is unlocked). And society tends to visit Tolukko and Kalamata.

Basically (I guess) the root of this problem is coming from the government (included the stakeholders). Why? Think it by yourself!

Colours

2011-06-17T21:13:00.001+09:00

If someone asks me about why do I let you go, I'll try answering "It is O.K to let you go, and better to let you chase your happiness. Yet much better to let you love somebody else"

-Nurul Widya Djahir (Dedicated to a boy whom ever gave bright colours into her black and white life )

We fight, we clash, we begin. This is NSDC

2011-06-17T20:44:00.000+09:00

After a decade, finally I'm back. (Well, this sounds hyperbolic!)
As a debater (Although I'm not so confident to admit that) what you have to do is debating. I do. I debate for more than a year and almost reach the second year of my debating career (Whoops, this sounds hyperbolic too)
I was the participant of NSDC 2010. NSDC (National School Debating Championship) or ISDC (Indonesian School Debating is the most prestigious debating championship in this Indonesia. I guess all debaters want to participate their selves in that competition. But to join nsdc, you have to follow the provincial selection first.
on 2010:
Kota Ternate ISDC selection: 3rd best speaker (actually November 2009)
Prov. Maluku Utara NSDC selection: 2nd best speaker
And because of being the second best speaker, I got the right to represent Prov. Maluku Utara in NSDC 2010. It was a great competition and I had such golden time at that time. Aaaaaaaaaaand, I was the 39th best speaker. See? 39th among 102 debaters.
And on November 2010, I debated representing Kota Ternate in NSDC Provincial selection. It was my second opportunity and I didn't want to mess anything up. I got the right to represent Prov. Maluku Utara, because I was the second best speaker? (Why do I always be the second?!)
It was also my second opportunity to be the participant of NSDC. I actually wanted to take it as something that might be brightening my future, and as what I hoped on NSDC2010 I did not want to mess things up! But yeaaaaaaah, unluckily I came back to Ternate with an hidden-disappointed feeling. Guess what? I even got downrank on the Speaker position and Team Position. Prov. Maluku Utara got the 23th (Fyi, Last year, we almost broke to octo final, we got 17th)
Ummmmmmmm, I haven't known my speaker position since the announcement. Because when I saw the top 50 names, I DIDN'T EVEN SEE MY NAME! HELL! I ran away to my room. The point I knew was, Jabar representative was REPLACING my place on 39th. I don't hate her, I hate my self for make a mess! But it's not a big problem! Yeah..
and here I attach some pictures of NSDC 2011.

Crap!

2011-06-14T22:05:00.001+09:00

This was what crossed my mind when I had nothing to do after I spent my time do nothing.

Well I don’t know why I want to write such note like this shit you’re reading. You know, actually I’m not that fabulous, smart, strong, cheerful, beautiful (Hell yeah, every single girl is beautiful with her own way. So that’s why do I believe I’m on a long list of beautiful girls ever hahaha) as what people see me from the outside. There is a time when I become so nothing more than a weakly stupid girl in holy world. There’s also a time when I feel so unhappy, so pathetic and then spend much time crying under my pillow with no sound. And I know I’m really good in hiding my true feeling except my mom and some of my best friends. My best friends know the real me. And they will be so patient listening to what I’m talking about. Cool isn’t it?

I’m a girl. I do what a girl does in common. Shopping, gossiping, hanging out, and even dating a boy! I go shopping with some terms and conditions. 1) Whenever I have much money and I don’t know how to spend my money. 2) I’ll go shopping only with those who are comfortable to be invited to spend money on shopping. 3) I’ll go shopping whenever I face an important event. See? That’s what in my rules of shopping. Then about gossiping, I also have term and condition (because I don’t want to get sins only by what I’m gossiping about). And the only one term &condition is I’ll gossip that current hot news. I don’t want to waste my time gossiping some absurd things in my precious life. Jump to the 3^rd thing a girl usually do: hanging out. These are what do exist on a chapter of “hanging out” in my book of life. I may go hanging out with whoever I know (even if they are my new friends, jerks, or nerds) as long as I feel I’ll be enjoy my time hanging out with them. I don’t care about dollars or rupiah. I mean, I’ll go hanging out whenever I feel bored and I have nothing to do.

And jump about dating a boy. Well if you talk about boy, what crosses my mind at first is “my life is awesome without any boy beside me. The question is if a boy comes, will it remain awesome?” I’ve known a lot of boys. And they all are different each other. There’s always a thing shines upon their selves. In dating a boy, I don’t have any specific term and condition. I will just accept their proposal to be their girl, if I want. I don’t care who is the boy, from what family he comes, how much money he has, how smart he is, and another shit like that. I put my attention upon how comfortable he is. I date a boy with no love. In some stories of mine, I dated a boy with no love at first but ended with a bunch of love and then I cried all night long. Ck look how pathetic am i! in another story, I dated a boy because my heart was beating fast by only looked on his eyes, then as time run, my feeling of adoring, loving, liking were slowly decreased, and the story was ended with a simple “goodbye” and no love. There are also some stories of dating someone with no love at all until I feel darned bored and then saying goodbye. This is me. I may be cruel but this is the real me.

If you won a million dollars what would you do with it?

2011-04-23T09:50:00.005+09:00

travel around this world, move to japan/france, naik haji HAHA

DO NOT ask too far :P

iklan yang paling bagus di tv?

2011-04-23T09:50:00.004+09:00

iklan tropicana slim yang "will you remember me the way I remember youu..."

DO NOT ask too far :P

Piks

2011-04-23T08:51:00.001+09:00

Lately, I am not in my mood to type anything, so I decide to post some photos of mine. HAHA this is my blog, and I rule it!

this is how a smile grows becoming a laughter. With you guys, My friends *kisshug*

Nurse, huh?

2011-04-22T07:44:00.001+09:00

Halo peeps, Sorry baru update lagi blog ini. My daddy has been sick since the last time I posted here (Ummm, he has been sick since some last days of february)
Sempat di opname 20 hari & Amputasi juga :''''''''''''''( Tapi skrg udah dirumah kok. Ya sama aja sih, soalnya tiap hari dokternya datang buat steril-in luka papa. Nah, for that reason, Every afternoon I act like a nurse. Help the doctor in sterilizing bekas luka amputasi papa.

Mendung yang Berkesan (CERPEN)

2011-03-18T16:59:00.002+09:00

Langit tiba-tiba kelam, awan cerah berubah menjadi gelap. Akhir-akhir ini cuaca memang tak menentu. Hujan tiba-tiba di sertai angin kencang melanda kota Ternate di pertengahan bulan januari. Seorang gadis berseragam putih abu-abu dengan jilbab yang menjuntai di dadanya, melangkah tergesa-gesa.
“Aku harus sampai ke sekolah sebelum hujan turun dengan tiba-tiba.” gumam Jingga seraya melihat jam di pergelangan tangannya . Namun tiba-tiba ….
“Jingga …..” ada yang memanggilnya dari arah belakang, Jingga membalikkan badannya dan ternyata Bellina, teman satu kompleks dengannya yang juga bersekolah di sekolah yang sama.
“Hay Bellina …” sapa Jingga kepada karibnya
“Ayo Jingga, kita harus cepat sampai di sekolah, nampaknya sebentar lagi hujan akan turun, jangan sampai kita kehujanan seperti saat pulang sekolah kemarin.” Bellina berbicara sambil menarik tangan Jingga.
“Iya Bel, maaf ya tadi aku tidak menunggumu untuk bersama-sama pergi ke sekolah, ku piker kamu sudah berangkat duluan.”
“Iya nggak apa-apa, tadi memang aku keasyikan nonton berita di televisi hingga lupa waktu untuk sekolah. Tapi tak percuma, sebab dengan nonton berita tadi aku jadi dapat inspirasi untuk tugas pidato yang di berikan oleh Bu Sinai kemarin.”
“Oh ya, lalu apa topikmu untuk tugas pidato nanti ?” tanya Jingga antusias mendengarkan cerita sahabatnya itu.
“Hmm … aku akan berpidato tentang bencana alam yang sedang melanda Indonesia saat ini.”
“Wah bagus tuh, itu memang topik yang sedang hangat-hangatnya. Bahkan bencana alam bukan hanya melanda Indonesia, tapi juga dunia Internasional. Kemarin aku sempat nonton berita tentang banjir besar yang banyak menelan korban jiwa di Brazil. Alhamdulillah, kota tempat kita tinggal masih di lindungi oleh Allah dari musibah-musibah seperti itu.” Ujar Jingga.
Asyik bercerita, tak terasa keduanya sudah sampai di gerbang sekolah. Saat melintasi kantin sekolah, tak sadar ada sepasang mata yang memperhatikan langkah mereka, lalu berjalan mengikuti keduanya.
“Bellina tunggu ….” Ternyata Rangga siswa baru di sekolah mereka.
Jingga dan Bellina berhenti serempak.
“Eh Rangga, ada apa Ngga ?” Tanya Bellina.
“Hmm…nggap apa-apa Bel, aku hanya penasaran dengan temanmu ini, boleh aku kenalan dengannya ?” Rangga mengulurkan tangannya kea rah Jingga.
“Oh, nama saya Aulia Jingga, saya siswi kelas XII-Ipa 3” ujar Jingga seraya meletakkan tangannya di dada, dia merasa asing dengan sosok di hadapannya. Sedangkan Rangga hanya mengerutkan dahi seraya menunjukkan keheranannya akan sikap Jingga yang tidak mau berjabat tangan dengannya.
Melihat sikap Jingga, Bellina paham apa yang sedang di fikirkan oleh sahabatnya itu.
“Jingga, ini Rangga siswa baru di sekolah kita, dia baru pindah dari Bandung sejak kemarin, kebetulan dia mendapat kelas di kelas XII-Ipa 1, dia juga anak band yang punya banyak fans loh..” ujar Bellina kepada Jingga sambil setengah berbisik. Sedangkan Jingga hanya diam nyaris tanpa ekspresi.
“Dan kamu Rangga, jangan bingung ya atas sikap Jingga barusan, maklumin aja soalnya Jingga aktif sebagai anak dakwah sekolah, jadi sedikit banyak, dia paham tentang Islam, dan dia berusaha mempraktekkan apa yang di anjurkan dalam islam.” Bellina berusaha menjelaskan kepada Rangga akan sikap Jingga terhadapnya.
“Teet ..teett…teeetttt….” bel tanda masuk berbunyi empat kali. Ketiganya mengakhiri perbincangan mereka dan berlalu menuju kelas masing-masing.
*****

Jingga melirik jam di dinding kamarnya, waktu menunjukkan pukul 19.25 WIT. Hatinya mulai gelisah, sesekali ia menengok kearah jendela kamarnya, cuaca di luar mulai mendung.
“Bellina koq belum datang ya ??” tanyanya dalam hati, gelisah ia menanti kedatangan karibnya itu. Mereka memang merencanakan untuk datang di acara Maulid Nabi Muhammad yang di selenggarakan oleh sekolah mereka di mesjid An’naafi, namun hingga waktu menunjukkan pukul 19.25 menit, Bellina pun belum muncul juga, padahal acaranya di mulai tepat pukul 19.30 menit.
“Assalamu’alaikum ….” Terdengar suara orang memberi salam di depan pintu rumahnya.
“Itu pasti Bellina” Jingga segera berlari menuju pintu untuk menyambut kedatangan teman yang sedari tadi di tunggunya. Namun Jingga tersentak, Bellina tak datang seorang diri, ia di temani oleh seorang lelaki.
“Bellina, Rangga …” Jingga menunjukkan keheranannya atas kehadiran Rangga.
“Maaf Jingga, aku tak memberi tahumu sebelumnya, tadi Rangga sms aku. Dia juga mau ikut ke acara peringatan Maulid Nabi itu, tapi dia belum hafal jalan menuju mesjid An”naafi itu. Maklum, dia kan orang baru di Ternate. Kamu nggak keberatan kan, jika Rangga ikut bersama kita ?” Tanya Bellina kepada Jingga dengan setengah berharap.
“I..iiyaaa, nggap apa-apa” jawab Jingga singkat.
Kebetulan jarak antara rumah Jingga dan mesjid An’naafi itu tak terlalu jauh. Sehingga ketiganya memutuskan untuk berjalan kaki menuju mesjid tersebut. Di perjalanan suasana semakin kaku, ketiganya tak ada yang memulai obrolan.
“Jingga, boleh aku bertanya sesuatu ?” ujar Rangga kepada Jingga mencoba mencairkan suasana.
Jingga menoleh kearah Rangga seraya mengangguk.
“Kenapa di awal perkenalan kita, kamu tidak mau menjabat tanganku ?” tanya Rangga hati-hati mencoba mengungkapkan keheranannya di awal pertemuan mereka.
“Rangga, Rangga … bukankah aku sudah pernah memberitahukan kepadamu, bahwa Jingga aktif sebagai anak dakwah sekolah, jadi tak perlu merasa heran dengan sikapnya seperti itu.” Seloroh Bellina kepada Rangga.
“tapi apakah semua anak dakwah di sekolah ini, bersikap seperti itu ?” tanya Rangga penasaran.
“aku hanya ingin menjaga kesucianmu dan kesucian diriku sendiri. Dan seharusnya hal seperti ini tidak hanya di lakukan oleh anak dakwah sekolah, melainkan seluruh orang Islam yang mengaku umat nabi Muhammad harus melakukan hal seperti itu.” jawab Jingga sambil tersenyum, itulah pertama kali Rangga melihat Jingga tersenyum kepadanya.
“kesucian ???
“apa seburuk itukah aku di matamu, hingga kau tidak mau menjabat tanganku, apa kau fikir tanganku ini bernajis ?” Rangga menatap tajam kearah Jingga, ia merasa tidak puas dengan jawaban yang di ajukan Jingga.
“Tidak akhi … sungguh tidak ….
Kau salah jika berfikir seperti itu. Aku melakukannya karena kau bukan muhrimku. Pernahkah kau mendengar sabda Rasul yang di riwayatkan oleh At-Thabrani yang berbunyi : Besi yang di tancapkan di atas kepala seseorang itu lebih baik baginya, daripada menyentuh seorang wanita yang tidak halal baginya. Aku tidak ingin kau berdosa karena aku, maka dari itu aku ingin ada hijab di antara kita.” Jingga menjelaskan panjang lebar kepada Rangga.
“Maafkan aku Jingga, aku tak menyangka sebesar itu rasa pedulimu terhadapku. Aku mersa malu akan diriku sendiri.” Rangga menunjukkan rasa penyesalannya yang amat dalam, matanya menahan air mata yang hampir keluar. Ia tak menyangka gadis yang baru di kenalnya itu, yang sebelumnya dia anggap gadis yang sombong, ternyata begitu menjaganya.
“Tenanglah saudaraku, aku melakukannya kepada semua lelaki, guna menjaga diriku dan juga diri mereka.” Jingga berucap perlahan, pikiran dan hatinya tenangberdzikir mengagungkan asma Allah.
Hujan gerimis mulai turun rintik-rintik. Langit pun semakin mendung. Langkah kaki Rangga, Jingga dan Bellina berhenti di depan mesjid besar di kawasan Takoma, kota Ternate. Mesjid yang mereka tuju untuk mengikuti acara peringatan hari lahir Nabi Muhammad tersebut.
*****
Suasana Maulid Nabi tersebut berjalan khidmat. Seluruh peserta diam saat mendengarkan hikmah Maulid Nabi yang di sampaikan oleh ustad Mustafa.
“Nabi Muhammad … sosok yang sangat tawadhu, yang membawa umat manusia dari kegelapan ke jalan yang lebih terang dengan memperkenalkan kepada kita agama yg paling sempurna, yaitu Al-islam. Nabi Muhammad … tokoh reformasi internasional, yang mampu membuat perubahan besar di sepanjang sejarah umat manusia. Bisa kita bayangkan, jika tanpa perjuangan kekasih Allah yang sangat mulia itu, tak mungkin kita semua bisa merasakan nikmatnya islam dalam proses mengenal Allah seperti saat ini.” ujar ustad Mustafa dalam ceramahnya.
Hingga sampai pada saat dzikir bersama, seluruh kepala tertunduk khusyuk melantunkan asma-asma Allah. Seluruh hati bergetar mendengar ucapan istighfar yang di lantunkan secara bersama-sama. Tak terkecuali Jingga, gadis itu tertunduk dan tak kuasa membendung air matanya menikmati syahdunya malam itu.
“Ya Allah, sudah lama hamba tidak merasakan rasa syahdu seperti ini, hati ini rasanya damai sekali, jangan biarkan rasa seperti ini cepat berlalu meninggalkanku … betapa diri ini hina dan kotor skali di hadapan-Mu ya Allah …” Jingga berucap dalam hati merendahkan dirinya di hadapan Rabb yang menguasai diri dan hati semua hamba dengan segala ke-Maha’annya.
Suasana di luar mesjid masih mendung, tak ada satu pun kemerlap bintang yang menghiasi langit. Namun suasana malam yang sangat syahdu itu, akan menjadi mendung yang sangat berkesan bagi Jingga, Rangga, Bellina dan seluruh peserta Maulid Nabi yang hadir pada malam itu.

Oleh: Prapamasta Gangga WF
Ternate, 27 februari 2011

Dedicated to mi novio

2011-03-16T21:10:00.001+09:00

In Spanish, 'mi novio' refers to 'my boyfriend'

Well, It has been more than 3 months with you. I enjoy it so far. I don't know whether you enjoy it, or whether you don't. And after you read this, you may say "Yes I enjoy it. I really enjoy it!" and you may lie when say it to me. I don't care and won't care. I even will trust you if you ask me to do (as long as I still be yours, and you still be mine)

There are a lot of things that I want to tell you through this note. Firstly, the reasons why do I want to write this note.

1. I may be died after I post this or tomorrow, or whenever!

2. You may be died before you listen what I want to tell you (so I write this note)

3. Perhaps, We'll be separated

4. I'm not the kind of girl who bravely tells anything to her boyfriend. I feel a bunch of shy to say this directly.

Well, I don't know why do I love you at first, since when I love you, what made me mesmerized, and stuffs like that. Things I know are, this feeling appeared slowly, and it seems like a living-things, it grows bigger day by day. Ummm I'm not the kind of romantic girl. I don't want to be romantically tell you I love you through this note. See? This is not telling you about those unlogic things.

I love you. You love me. those both things are enough. Honestly, I'm not so sure that you love me like the way I do. But I don't care. The point is, I feel you love me, and that's enough. I realize that you may not be my destiny. I believe all possibilities. And even if you won't be my destiny, I will not try to ask GOD to let you be my destiny. I won't cry all night and ask God, ask God ask God ask God until God let you be my destiny. I mean, God has planned everything better for us. And If God says you're not my destiny, I'll follow God's plan. Simple huh?

But that's it! for now, loving doesn't need any destiny. Let the time leads us to God's plan

I also realize the possibility of our futures. Perhaps you'll be marrying me. and perhaps you'll not be marrying me. Although I'm surer that you'll not be marrying me. Ummmm we are now studying as senior high school students, aged at approx. 17. Marriage is not the thing we supposed to talk about. Because, people usually marry at 25 aged or more.

I realize those things. But I still love you. I love you for now, and probably for tomorrow.

Things above are about future. and about now, I know we are in different school. Meet each other is a bit difficult to do. Moreover, our relationship is no longer a published relationship and the both of us know the reason. You may meet another girl, do approach with her, love her, behind me. But I don't know why, I trust you. I believe that you won't do those shits.

I love you in my logic way. If tomorrow, I found out that you had lied, I believe it won't be easy to love you again. See? But thanks, You are different. You are not too serious, you are a bit crazy, You are YOU. you are not another person. and I guess, that's why I love you

P.S. I had posted this to facebook a day before I post here.

Obrolan gak penting di jam pelajaran yang penting

2011-03-16T14:52:00.001+09:00

Halo readers :)

Entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini gue paling senang ngepost transcript obrolan sama teman-teman Ipa satu. Obrolannya ordinary sih, tapi yang enaknya adalah saat semua saling ketawa. Jadi yaa, yang gue pengenin hanya bagiin rasa happy gue sama ipa satu disini, lewat transcript obrolan dan foto-foto gila dikelas.

Ini kutipan pembicaraan gue sama temen-temen IPA Satu pas lagi jam biologi. Haha kalo dipikir-pikir, kemarin kan gue sempat nulis tentang obrolan gue sama ozan&ewyn kan? Kebetulan kita ngobrolnya di jam biologi. Daaaan, kebetulannya lagi, ini obrolan dibawah juga dijam biologi. Udah takdir kali yaaa? Haha cekidot gan!

IPA SATU, Biology Class, Wednesday, march 16th 2011.

Guru biologi: ... (materi: Sistem eksresi, gangguan atau penyakit pada ginjal)
Ozan: Eh yen, DM apa deh?
Yeyen: Itu looooh penyakit yang urin nya ada glukosa!
Ridha: Wah hebat kamu yen! Pernah icip-icip urin ya? Idiiih yeyeeeeen
Yeyen: Iuuuh ya engga laaah -___-
Guru: Anak-anak perhatian.. Jadi sekarang kita akan belajar tentang hati. Ada di buku kalian hal.28. Coba diliat! Fungsi hati yang mana yang berkaitan dengan sistem ekskresi ?
Ridha: ... (komat-kamit)
Guru: Iya ridha?
Ridha: Yang berkaitan adalah "menghasilkan energi"
Guru: Coba kamu jelaskan!
Ridha: Iya bu, jadi kalo kita pipis kan butuh energi bu. Energinya di dapat dari hati bu!
ipa satu: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Guru: -_____- Coba fais, kamu 'baca dalam hati' tentang fungsi hati!
ipa satu: HAHAHA
yeyen: berarti hati itu tempat membaca!
guru: Apa nurul?
yeyen: (panik tapi nyante) Iya bu, tadi kan si fais disuruh baca dalem hati bu. HAHAHA

Obrolan selesai! haha kenapa? Gak lucu ya? Nah gue juga gak maksud jadi pelawak disini kok. Intinya gue cuma pengen share happiness'nya IPA satu karna entah kenapa obrolan diatas lumayan seru dan bikin sakit perut. Sebenarnya ada juga sih beberapa obrolan lain, yaa tapi kalo dipost kayaknya bakal bikin kontraversi deh!

Obrolan gak penting!

2011-03-14T14:03:00.001+09:00

WARNING: AS YOU READ AT THE TITLE, THIS IS ~~UNIMPORTANT!~~

Yeyen-Ozan-Ewyn @ Biology class, monday, march 14th 2011

Jadi ceritanya kemarin pas jam biologi, gurunya lagi mengajar, seriiuuuus lagi! Mana hp gak boleh diaktifin lagi. Ck. Gue sih nyimak, tapi gak terlalu serius2 amat. soalnya ~~gue ngantuk~~. Tiba-tiba ewyn maju kedepan sambil narik kursi kosong. ewin deketin kursinya dekat meja ozan&gue. si ewyn langsung ambil monol pink. dia liatin deh jam itu. Jadi langsung deh si ewyn gue isengin HAHAHA

soalnya si ewyn emang suka becanda gak jelas sama gue dan ozan jadi yaudaahh sini hayuuk maree! (cth: minta pin bb gue sama ozan! padahal udah jelas ya, gue GAK make BB)

Yeyen : Knapa lagi wyn? Mo ngatain gue apa lagi hah? Kemarin2 udah pake acara minta pin bb, padahal lu tau kan kalo gue gak make bb? Trus pas gue make monol ungu, lu malah ngatain gue cliquers. Skarang apa lagi hah? Apaaa? Eh asal lu tau ya, itu monol gue ori coy! Bukan KWan! Mentang-mentang anak orang kaya aja songong lu wyn! Hah! Bangga lu sama duit? Cuihhh! Tunggu ya, sampe gue make BB, Gak bakal gue temenan sama lu lagi! Inget wyn! Inget!!!
Ewyn : Yaoloh yeyeeen, jangan gitu! Yaampun maksud gue gak gitu juga kali
Ozan : Halah boong lu wyn! Udah lu ngaku aja dah! Eh ini ngapain juga lu pindah samping gue? Mo ngatai gue? Idiiih
Ewyn : Ampun ozan yaampuunn gak gitu juga kaliii
yeyen : Trus maksud lu apa haah? Dateng2 udah main ambil monol gue lagi. Bangga lu sama harta? Cihh
Ewyn : (gak tau ini jujur apa boong!) Bukan gitu yen, gue pernah beliin jam kayak gini buat mantan gue
yeyen : trus knapa? Halaaah udah bilang aja mo ngatain gue lagi. Dihh
Guru : Semuanya, perhatian di papan! Ibu akan menerangkan tentang struktur nefron

Obrolan tertunda. Semua mata tertuju ke papan tulis (apa banget sih ini? faseeehhh). Kebetulan guru biologi gue jelasin tentang badan malphigi, dia singkat 'BM'. Gue dibisikin setan untuk isengin si ewyn lagi.

yeyen : eh zan, itu BM kan yang biasa di BB itu loh, yang broadcast message gitu. yang kalo kita nerima BM, warna chatnya jadi kayak unguan gitu loh zan. Iya kan?
Ozan : Ah yen, tauk ah! Gue kan gak make bb, mana tau gue yang gituan)
yeyen : Oh iya lupa! Gue kan juga gak make bb zaaannnn
Ewyn : Nyindir?
Ozan : Gak tuh, knapa ? berasa ya? Yaudah skarang sistemnya tersinggung = terlibat
Guru : Jadi anak-anak ..... (lanjutin lagi)
Guru : Iya jadi kalo yang sakit DM itu ......... (sambil ngejelasin)
Ewyn : Yen, DM itu apaan?
Yeyen : Diabetes Militus
Ewyn : Sakitnya kayak gimana?
Yeyen : kayak sakitnya bokap gue
Ewyn : Oh ya? Bokap gue juga sakit gituan yen
Ozan : berarti DM sakit orang kaya!
Yeyen : hah? berarti bokap gue kaya dong! Berarti gue anak orang kaya dong!
Ozan : Yaaa, gitu deh
Yeyen : zan, bilangin sama bokap lu gih! Suruh dia sakit DM. biar kita bertiga jadi orang kaya hahaha
Ozan : Iyaiyaa deh
Yeyen : Horeee! Kita bertiga kaya, gak cuma ewyn aja! Yeaay
Ozan : eh gak jadi deh!
Ewyn : Knapa?
Ozan : Masa bokap gue harus sakit? Gak mauuuu

Knapa ? Gak puas? Yaa begok sih! udah di bilangin ini 'unimportant chat' masih mau dibaca aja. HAHA

TSUNAMI ?

2011-03-13T17:07:00.001+09:00

Well ini memang haunting. Gini ceritanya:

Hari jumat (11/3) rencananya gue sama Afgan (sepupu gue) pengen pergi jalan-jalan. Sorenya sehabis mandi, gue-afgan-daci (baby sitternya afgan) nunggu jemputan di teras rumah. Frizlya, yang juga baby sitternya afgan dapet SMS dari tante gue yang kebetulan lagi di menado saat itu. Isi smsnya ttg ada tsunami di jepang, dan tsunami juga berpotensi terjadi di MALUT,SULUT,PAPUA. Gue emang denger si frizlya bacot soal itu. Nah, gue nya ketawa. Trus frizlya bilang "eh skrg di tokyo lagi ada tsunami". Dan gue responnya ya sama-Ketawa-. Trus Om gue pulang dari mesjid (kayaknya) nanya knapa, gue jawab

Gue : "Jadi di Jepang lagi ada tsunami, trus nanti juga bakal ada tsunami disini. Yaa kira-kira jam 8 malam gitu (sambil ketawa). DI tokyo skrg lagi ada tsunami katanya"

Om : "Yang bener? Tokyo tsunami? Astaghfirullah.. Waktu ke jepang, kamu kesitu kan?"

Gue: "Iya katanya sih lagi ada tsunami disitu. Iya om, kasian ya? padahal Tokyo kan keren banget Om. Nyesel deh kalo harus hancur gara-gara tsunami"

Trus Om gue masuk dalam rumah. Gue,afgan,daci, sama frizlya tetep masih di teras. Gue main lagi sm afgan. kejar-kejaran, ketawa-ketawa. Dan yaaaa, semua yg asik lah.

Tiba-tiba nyokap gue nongol di depan pintu rumah sambil manggil gue.

Gue: "knapa ma?"

Mama: "Kalian gak jadi deh jalan-jalannya. Kamu beresin barang-barang. Kumpulin semua ijazah, sertifikat. bawa baju 2 atau 3 potong, mukena sama Al-Quran jangan lupa dibawa!"

Gue: "Lah, emangnya kenapa?"

Mama: "Kita tawakal aja, ada potensi tsunami nak. Kamu lakuin aja apa yg tadi mama bilang"

Gue: "emang bener? Kirain kabar angin! Bohongan kali ma!"

Papa: "Yaiyalah bener. Papa tadi ditelpon Spupunya papa. Di Jepang lagi ada tsunami, dan ada potensi tsunami terjadi disini jg jam 8 malam"

Gue: "ah papa bohong kali! sms gituan kan yaaaa cuma buat bikin panik warga!"

Papa: "Kamu bandel ya? Gak percayaan lagi. Beneran ini tadi papa ditelpon"

Gue: "Iyaaaaaaaaaah"

trus gue masuk kamar, ambil tas yang agak gede buat diisi barang2. Gue ambil sertifikat2 lomba gue. Ambil baju 3 potong, mukena, dan al-Quran. Yang terakhir sih, ambil laptop,modem, sama chargernya. (gak disuruh sih, tapi masa harus ditinggal laptop gue?)

Gue sih masih gak percaya. Karna gue gak bisa ngecek langsung di tv. Kebetulan lagi ada pemadaman listrik dari pagi. Jadi gue beres2nya juga sambil ketawa dan mikir "Yaelah, bisa aja keluarga gue dikibulin sama sms gituan! HAHA pake percaya lagi mereka nya"

Selesai itu, gue ngambil hp. Batrenya emang udah sisa dikit. tapi dipaksa aja. Langsung gue buka twitter. Gak tau knapa, tapi gue waktu itu mikirnya "Harus cek di twitter, kalo emang beneran, pasti udah jadi TT atau at least ada hashtag nya lah!". YaAmpun, tweet pertama yg gue baca, ada hashtag #prayforjapan . Gue kaget, dan a bit scared. Tweet kedua, bunyinya tentang possibility tsunami di daerah gue. Jantung gue detaknya cepaaaaaat bgt. Kaget bin takut. Tiba-tiba listrik nyala. Bokap langsung ngecek di tv. Buka tv one. Ternyata emang iya, ada tsunami. dan tsunaminya nyeremin banget. Gede trus cepat lagi. Gue makin takut. "YaAllah, gue takut bgt. Gimana nih? Gue msh blm mau mati". pathetic emang! Takut sm kematian.

Tiba-tiba tante gue jemput. semuanya pergi ke daerah yang tinggian. Mama papa sama Om gue masih dirumah. Nyampe di sana (rumah tante gue yg di daerah tinggian) gue langsung sms mama "Mama cepetan datang ma!". Emang waktu itu masih jam 6. Tapi entah kenapa gue takut bgt "Waktu yang dikasih tinggal 2 jam lagi" Pikir gue. Saat itu gue emang rada bersyukur. "At least, God gives us the time to prepare our selves." Tapi tetap, deep in my heart, gue gak mau ada tsunami yang nanti kejadian di Indonesia. Cukup Aceh,pangandaran, mentawai (tau ah! Kalo gak salah sih mentawai juga! kalo salah, maaf salah info)

Gue takuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut bgt. Trus nyokap bokap datang. "tenang nak, kita tawakal aja. Semua udah diatur sm Allah SWT nak. Banyak dzikir dan berdoa nak"

Gue lumayan tenang. Trus gue ke lantai 2 buat ngecas laptop sekalian ngetweet (Hello yeyeeeeeen!! Masih sempat aja ngetweet -____-) Waktu itu gue mikirnya "Gue tau, ini bukan waktu yg baik buat ngetweet. Tapi gue cuma pengen share ketakutan gue. Dan, kalo pun betulan kejadian tsunami dan tsunaminya reach rumah tante gue, setidaknya ada few last tweets"

Lumayan lama gue ngetweetnya. trus gue ngecek laptop, dan ketika jam udah 7.45 p.m. langsung gue offline dan go downstair ngumpul sm keluarga. Singkat katanya, Alhamdulillah gak ada tsunami yg datang. Allah SWT masih melindungi Indonesia. Gue bersyukur, masih dikasih waktu sama Allah SWT untuk mempersiapkan diri, jadi kalo misalnya maut datang, gue udah siap buat ngadepinnya.

that's what called 'togetherness'

2011-03-09T16:56:00.002+09:00

Yes, it has been more than 6 months with them. But why do I still feel so far with them? I see them 6 times a week. I spent my 6 hours in a day with them. It's not because they treat me bad. They treat me so well, they respect me. But I just feel like my way to making friends is a bit false. I mean, people may think I'm a kind of girl which chooses with whom she wants to make friends with. and sometimes I feel they are to much respecting me. I mean, Hell-o I'm just a simple human being live in this ordinary life, do what I want, and I am ME. So whenever I get the time to spend my time with them, I always do it. Hang out, chattering, or even go to the beach. And all moments were picturyzed in some photos! And it works, now they know the real me. and they treat me as it supposed to be. They don't treat me as I'm ex-NSDC participant, ex-JENESYS participant. they treat me as I'm yeyen which is usually laughing with them, hanging out with them, karaoke with them, cheating with them. LOL Check them outttttt

the boys are edwin and ridha. from the first time, they are nice. We are always joking each other. Hahaha

this is us, IPA SATU. We went to beach when we got free-school-day due to Nyepi. Hindu Balinese's holiday.

hidden confession

2011-01-26T20:16:00.000+09:00

haha actually there's something hidden that I should not tell here :p

Chem-is-try

2011-01-26T19:54:00.001+09:00

a night with chemistry task

2011-01-25T14:49:00.000+09:00

hey, jadi ini ceritanya tentang tadi malam. gue bingung sama tugas dari sekolah. yaaa tugasnya sih udah dari jumat dan dikumpul hari selasa (hari ini). karna gue pikir itu tugasnya gampang gampang aja, gue nyante nih selama 3 hari. sampe senin malam (tadi malam) gue keinget sama tugas 2 nomer dari Pak Samsul guru kimia gue. dengan senyum lebar di wajah, gue baca soalnya. "Hmm gampang sih, tapi rada rumit" pikir gue. nah pas gue kerjain, GUE BINGUNG!!! "harus dibikin gimana ya supaya bisa dapet jawabannya?" dan singkat kata gue jadinya stres dan kacau! nyalain laptop, niatanya sih pengen baca BSE kimia , siapa tau bisa dapet jawabannya. eh malah buka flock browser (tapi iya, BSE nya tetep gue buka kok!)

jadi deh gue update status

trus jadinya gue ngecek, siapa aja yang lagi online. fortunately, yang online pada pinter kimia semua (cuma 2 sih hihiiii) jadi gue share tugas kimia gue ke mereka. yang pertama si Ahmad Yani Mansur . eh dia ngejelasinnya rumit banget -____- katanya mesti gini, abis itu digituin terus di ituin udah gitu di iniin. jadi deh jawabannya. (ribet coy!) nah terus, gue share sama Fikryadi Amrullah a.k.a Vic . terus katanya si vic mau bantuin, jadi dia kerjain soal itu dulu terus dia fotoin jawabannya terus dia upload deh di facebook. fiuhhh lega banget rasanya hihii

akhirnya update status lagi,

nah nungguin vic lumayan bikin gue takut. yaa H2C gitu. gue takutnya si vic gak dapet jawaban tugas yang itu. tapi gue tetep nyari di BSE. gak ada soal yang cocok -____- dan yang paling bikin gue kesel, orang2 di facebook malah nge like status ku yang dying ! jadi sambil kesal, gue update lagi status facebook gue.

nah itu di like lagi kan? zzzzzzzzzzz emang si afif rada nyebelin !

si vic malah belum ngasih kabar sama gue. dia OFFLINE! dan gue makin panik. gue jadinya nyadarin kebodohan gue! nyadar betapa gue lemah (baca: BODOH) di pelajaran kimia. gue jadi keinget sama nyokap bokap yang udah ngeluarin banyak uang biar gue bisa sekolah. harapan mereka sih biar gue pinter. tapi kenyataannya? gue bego di kimia! KI-MI-A!! jadi update lagi statusnyaaa

trus ada status gue yang dikomen alvin , dia nanyain tentang kesulitan gue! trus gue share soal kimia yang lain. karna soal yang satunya lagi dikerjain si vic. jadi katanya alvin mau ngebantuin gue! yippieeeee hahaha eh akhirnya si vic nongol juga di facebook. foto penyelesaian soal nya diupload trus di tag deh ke facebook gue hihiii , update status lagi jadinya

karna laper, gue ngeupdate status lagi. akhirnya gue putusin buat nyontek temen untuk soal yang kedua (yang dikerjain alvin) karna ternyata alvin juga udah hampir keriting gara-gara soal kimia itu.. setelah update status, gue tidur deh

Aku kembali!!

2011-01-24T17:45:00.000+09:00

Hi, there! maaf ya lama update blog ini

terakhir update kapan yaaa? desember kan? haha skarang sih udah januari. udah hampir februari lagi. ckck merasa berdosa deh gue karna jarang update lagi.

umm sebenernya sih gue bisa aja update tiap hari, tapi ada beberapa alasan yang bikin gue gak bisa update blog.

1. banyak tugas dari sekolah

2. gue sibuk latian debat dan ikut lomba debat se-kota ternate

3. gue gak dalem mood yang baik buat nulis blog

jadinya kayak skarang deh, lama update!

okaaaaaaay, firstly gue pengen bilang kalo sejak 29/11/10 gue udah gak single lagi. haha yuppp! gue pacaran sama si mr. goodbye (boo sayang) ---- idih gayanyaaa, manggil sayang sayangan haha----

secondly, gue pengen bilang kalo pas kemarin ikut lomba debat, gue kan setim sama Ranitania Y.A dan Rahmat S.R ! daaaaaaaaaaaan, kita menang! iya, MENANG!! Juara satu coooooy! haha senengnya jadi nambah karna kita dikasih duit $.$

yang ketiga (meski agak telat sih), gue pengen ngucapin "HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAARRRRR INDONESIAAAA!!!! I LOVE YOU MUAAAAHHH :* "

yang ke empat, gue pengen cerita kalo semester 1 kemarin, gue berhasil dapet peringkat satu di kelas XI-IPA-1 whuaahahahaha seneng banget ya hidup gue?

yang ke lima, bilang apa lagi yaaaa? haha kayaknya gue mesti cerita semua muanya deh, soalnya takut gue kena penyakit males update lagi hihiii

oh iya, yang ke lima, CF ulang tahun ke tiga. tiga tahun coy, TIGA TAHUUUUUUUUN!!

tapi ya itu, meski banyak yang bahagia dari hidup gue, banyak juga sedihnya.. umm sedihnya sih lumayan sedih, gue gak bisa curhat disini kawan, ASET PRIBADI.

cerita apaan lagi ya? udahan aja kalii haha

nanti Insya Allah gue sambung bacotannya. Ok? Bye

Late update!

2010-12-04T08:06:00.002+09:00

Halloha semuaaaaaaaa :D :D
maaf baru diupdate lagi. soalnya skolahan skrg lagi sibuk2nya.
hari senin nanti udah ulangan semester -.-
dan tiap hari ada ulangan praktek. dan yess! blog ini jarang diupdate lagi sejak 25/11
haha maaf maaf :)
hari ini ada praktek tik, dan salah satu hal yang diuji adalah isi blog, jadi harus diupdate. kalo enggak bisa2 isi blog saya yang penuh dengan hal2 absurd bisa dibaca sama guru tercinta. (Huahahaha Pak Ansor, sorry ^^)
Hmmm, apa lagi ya? bingung mau cerita apaan. segitu aja cukup kali ya?
yang penting kan isi blog yang udah kayak buku diary ini gak ke display pas ada orang yang ngebuka blog ini. iya kan ? iya kan?
Fyi, visitor blog saya udah hampir 4300 loh! gak percaya? liat di total page views yang ada di pojok kiri atas :D
sekian dan terimakasih

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Meet flock again

2010-11-25T22:29:00.002+09:00

akhirnya di-install juga software ini :D
jadi lebih gampang blogging deh hihiii
eh iya, hari ini lumayan melelahkan ._.
hari ini sih sekolah diliburin, soalnya guru-guru pada ngikutin upacara hari pgri. jadi yaa gitu deh, kita libur dong ayaayeeeyy
tapi skolahan jadinya sunyi :(
i mean, karna pengumuman liburnya baru disampein hari ini, jadinya aku harus dateng di sekolah.
sekolah sunyi, karna :
1. Uthy ikutan upacara pgri
2. Mr. Hello gak dateng ke sekolah -__________-
3. temen yang suka aku godain gak dateng
lengkap deh alasannya!
yaa biarpun banyak temen yang lain, kayak ozan, saridon, uda, dan lain lainnya, tapi gak se-spesial 3 orang di atas. (hmm, hard to confess, yg nomer 3 ternyata penting dan spesial juga)
trus tadi skolahannya mr.goodbye lagi ada acara gitu deh. jadi dia pastinya sibuk bgt. smsku aja lama balesnya -_-
ya, aku tau sih gimana repotnya jadi dia tadi. skolahan dia lagi ada acara, and i know how he has the role in that event. kalo aku jadi dia sih, udah gak aku urusin lagi hp ku. tapi dia? masih sempet-sempetin sms. unyuuuu~
jadi pas dia bales sms, aku bilang aja kayak gini :

me : kamu kalo sibuk, gak usah bales sms ku

mg : kamu tau darimana kalo aku lagi sibuk?

me : tau aja

mg : siapa yang bilang kalo aku lagi sibuk?

me : kamu tuh ya, udah aku bilangin gak usah dibales kok malah dibales sih?

(akhirnya gak dia bales. yaa balesnya sekitar satu jam kemudian)

mg : tapi kan aku pengen bales smsnya sayangku

me : Ya tuhan! (sambil mikir,ini anak kok simple banget ya bilang kayak gitu? ckck)

mg : knapa? kok balesnya 'ya tuhan' ?

me : gapapa. gak tau aja nih jari pengen ngetik kayak gitu

mg : ayo ngakuuuu

me : ih emang gak ada apa2 kok

mg : ngakuu ajaa

me : -____- ckck

mg : wkwk

me : acaranya udah selesai?

mg : udah nih. aduh yen, aku capeeeeeek banget

me : ya istirahat

mg : tapi lapar bgt

me : makan dulu dong

mg : iya yah?

me : ckck

me : (ketiduran)

mg : yeeeeeeeeeeeen
me : knapa? aku pikir kamunya kecapean jadi langsung tidur. eh tau-tau nya masih sempetin sms aku
mg : iya, aku tuh capeeeeeeek bgt yen
me : tadi gak sempat istirahat?
mg : engga, soalnya masih banyak kegiatan lagi yen
me : aduh kasian banget. trus udah makan?
mg : ini juga aku lagi minum susu yen. eh iya, aku tuh ada tugas bahasa inggris yen. tapi gak tau mau dikerjain kayak gimana.
me : susu? baguus, biar kuat :) tugasnya gimana?
mg : gitu deh, susah yen. sensei, onegai-shimasu (dia kayaknya minta tolong bantuin dikerjain pr-nya)
me : sulit atau engga?
mg : disuruh nyusun surat cinta yen. maunya sih surat cintanya dari aku ke kamu
me : (kaget bacanya) yaudah, kalo gitu kamu susun aja suratnya. nanti aku translate

trus, abis itu smsku dibales. dan abis itu kayaknya dia ketiduran. kasian dia juga sih. sibuk hihi
jadi wajar aja kalo langsung ketiduran kayak gitu. biasanya juga dia kan smsan sama aku sampe jam12 atau 1 malam haha :D
selamat tidur ya mr. goodbye :) mimpi yang indah, besok jangan lupa smsin aku lagi ya haha
loveyouuu darling ;)

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transcript :D

2010-11-24T22:03:00.000+09:00

pagi :

mg : selamat pagiiiii

me : ohayoooooo

mg : ohayoooo

me : sayaaa (kebiasaan orang ternate, saya bisa diartikan 'iya')

mg : kamu

me : dia

mg : mereka

me : kami

mg : diriku

me : dirimu

mg : dirinya

me : diri mereka

mg : diri kami

me : diri kita

mg : aduh, aku nyerah yen

me : sama.. aku juga nyerah

mg : berarti kita sama-sama nyerah dong

me : iya

mg : gitu deh, orang yang saling sayang pasti semuanya pada sama-sama

me : berarti kamu masih sayang dong sama aku? hahaaseeekkk

mg : asik di kamu, engga asik di aku. sayangnya kamu udah gak sayang lagi sama aku

sore :

me : kamu bilang apa sama reza?

mg : cuma bilang kalo kita pacaran aja kok

me : (hah? kaget sumpah deh) kok dia nanyain ke aku 'kamu sayang-sayangan sama mg ya?'

mg : gak tau. kok bisa gitu ya? aku gak ngomong sampe kesitu kok

me : iya, makanya aku nanya

mg : yen, lagian nih ya, kalo orang pacaran pasti ada sayang-sayangannya lah. mungkin dari situ

me : oh iya ya, kok gak kepikiran sampe kesitu ya? emang bego nih aku

mg : alhamdulillah kalo udah sadar

me : iya haha. eh berarti mereka tau nya kita pacaran dong ya?

mg : iya, nanti kalo mereka nanyain ke kamu, kamu jawabnya apaan?

mg : yaaa kelupaan, tadi pas reza nanyain aku pacaran sama kamu atau engga, aku jawabnya enggak

me : yaaah, yeyeeen.. malu -lah aku nanti

mg : iya, maaf..

hahaha how do you think?

*speechless

2010-11-24T17:51:00.001+09:00

Sakit juga rasanya

2010-11-22T23:29:00.000+09:00

Semua orang mungkin pernah difitnah. sakit rasanya, karna however fitnah itu nusuk di hati dan yaaa you know lah, bisa fitnah bisa bikin image buruk untuk orang yg sudah sukses maupun orang yg sedang mengejar kesuksesannya.

seperti hasil googling saya tentang fitnah di sini. Fitnah merupakan komunikasi kepada satu orang atau lebih yang bertujuan untuk memberikan stigma negatif atas suatu peristiwa yang dilakukan oleh pihak lain berdasarkan atas fakta palsu yang dapat mempengaruhi penghormatan, wibawa, atau reputasi seseorang. Kata "fitnah" diserap dari bahasa Arab, dan pengertian aslinya adalah "cobaan" atau "ujian".

saya kecewa, mendapat fitnah yang seperti itu. hell-o fitnahnya dimuat di koran harian di my beloved hometown, ternate. and fitnahnya kejam! guru-guru SMA itu memfitnah kami dengan begitu lancangnya mereka.

I mean, ini memang konflik antar sekolah, tapi it's killing me! saya sedang berusaha membanggakan orang tua saya. tapi kondisi ini tidak mendukung saya. jangankan bangga, bahagia pun mungkin tidak akan dirasakan orang tua saya begitu mendengar berita tersebut. belum lagi artikel tentang berita itu dimuat di koran. pasti akan heboh di kalangan keluarga dan kolega orang tua saya. dan yes, balik lagi ke pernyataan tadi. orang tua saya pasti tidak akan bangga dengan ini.

Allah SWT menyayangi hambanya, luckily orang tua saya mengerti tentang fitnah itu. mereka berusaha untuk membuat saya sabar. tapi apa? I CAN'T. sakit banget rasanya difitnah.

in other words, mereka gak percaya kalo saya bisa dan mampu menjadi juara ke-2 di lomba itu.

belum lagi tentang mr.goodbye! kenapa juga dia harus jadi siswa sma itu? jujur, saya kecewa dan sangat membenci guru-guru dan siswa-siswi sma itu sekarang. and it means, saya juga harus benci kepada mr.goodbye!

oh damn, baru semalam sayang-sayangan sama dia. hari ini harus belajar untuk benci dia. what a tragedy!

pernah denger lagunya taylor swift gak? yg judulnya breathe. bagian chorus lagu itu emang cocok bgt sama kondisi saya sekarang.

"And I can't breathe without you, but I have to breathe without you"

dan bagian ini juga lumayan touching

"It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me. It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me"

hiks, nusuk ya? sakit rasanya. sumpah deh! saya udah lama banget gak nangis gara-gara cowok. yaa karna terakhir pacaran pas sebelum lomba tahun lalu. and it perfectly 1tahun kalo dihitung-hitung berdasarkan tanggal.

masih sakit dan difitnah. tambah sakit deh jadinya :/

kalo sakit sakitan kayak gini, kesannya saya jadi keliatan lemah. dan saya tidak suka dianggap lemah.

setelah puas nangis-nangis sambil dengerin lagunya taylor swift, saya tertidur. dan dibangunkan oleh suara arman (kakak)

arman : "yeyeeen, yeyeeen.. bangun"

me : "iya, bentar (sakit bikin suara saya jadi serak)"

arman :"ada temen kamu yg dateng"

me : "siapa?"

lalu saya keluar kamar tanpa nyisir dan segala-galanya alias masih berantakan (fresh from the kasur hahaha)

me: "ya ampun, kamu datengnya kok gak bilang-bilang dulu?"

Tebak siapa yang dateng? MR.GOODBYE!

disitu juga ada mama..

mama : "Yeyen lagi kurang enak badan, jadinya dia sering tidur"

mg : "Iya tante, ini juga saya pengen jengukin dia kok"

lalu yaa, begitulah. kami ngobrol.

lumayan lama ngobrolnya.. 2 jam lebih sih. aku makin bingung jadinya, rencana ALLAH SWT jadi kayak gini ya? haha Alhamdulillah, paling enggak, Allah SWT still loves me. Jadi masih dapat kesempatan dari-Nya untuk ketemu sama mr.goodbye! dijengukin pula! :D

is this the end ?

2010-11-22T14:37:00.002+09:00

the story was running so romantic since i posted all the things about me and mr. goodbye!

but i've never expected that the story will be ended like this. i mean, i love him, and so does he. but the thing i've never expected is about now, about the reason of our separated story (i don't want to use the broke up words because we are just related, but i'm not his girlfriend and he is not my boyfriend)

well, my school (smansa) is now having problem with his school. you know, he is not in the same school, and it sucks! because he is a student of that school.

i'll tell you the problem which is facing by our school.

some weeks ago, i followed the debating championship with rani and ismi. and fortunately we all won the championship. and i don't know why, but the teachers of his school posted some protests for the result. i mean, they said to all people of ternate (in an article of monitor newspaper) that we won the championship due to a cheat by our school to the judicators.

shit! that's the freaking ridiculous thing i've ever heard. and it kills me slowly! you know, it stabs my heart!

guys, if i could choose, i'll rather get an heart-break than be like this. i have been building a construction of mine, and suddenly a group of people come and destroy it quickly with no logical reason. i want to cry loud, scream, and tell to many people "I HATE THAT FVCKING SCHOOL! I HATE THE TEACHERS DAMN MUCH! I HATE THEM ALL. FOR GOD SAKE, I WANT TO SLAY THEM ALL"

and unfortunately, it affects my feeling to mr.goodbye! i was absolutely disappointed, and i have to hate him. but i can't.

eventually, i must hate him! it's a must. but guys, as you've read every single post i shared, i love him. knowing that i need to hate him is the hardest part. i can't do so. but i have to do so.

it kills me! i hate it! hate everything! hate this situation! this scenario is too difficult for me. God, I need your help

Still sick, and wanting to go to school for the reason of 'meet mr.hello'

2010-11-22T09:37:00.002+09:00

Morning readers!

so grateful to update this blog again :3

last night i posted my chat transcript with mr.goodbye, and these are the another transcript :

mg : kamu masih sakit kan? kok daritadi blm istirahat?

me : iya masih, ini juga pusing bgt

mg : udah makan? kamu istirahat dong

me : udah tadi

mg : udah minum obat?

me : ya kan udah, rasanya pait itu loh

mg : udah minum susu?

me : udaaaaaaaaah

mg : kamu tuh sakit apaan sih?

me : gak tau, dari kemarin juga udah gak enak badan. pas tadi pulang les akunya udah pusing banget sampe skarang

mg : ya kamu sih, udah tau sakit masih dipaksa aja. orang sakit tuh harus istirahat. besok gak usah sekolah aja, ntar aku jengukin

me : gak mau ah, besok ulangan

mg : ulangan gak penting, yang penting kamunya sehat dulu

me : kalo nilai-nilai akhirku hancur gimana dong?

mg : ya gapapa, yang penting kamunya sehat. besok istirahat aja dirumah, gak usah maksa diri gitu, lagi sakit juga

me : liat entar aja ya, bingung deh

mg : trus kamu blm istirahat? istirahat gih

me : iya iya, ntar juga aku tidur lagi kok

mg : skrng istirahat aja

me : nanti aja, bentar lagi

mg : (didn't reply my message)

me : kamu tuh ya, di smsin kok ga dibales?

mg : still did the same, DIDN'T REPLY MY MESSAGE

then i was thinking about today. what will i decide? do i have to go to school? i mean, i have been wanting to see mr.hello since the holiday of ied ended and i was back to school. if i don't go to school, i'll miss the chance of meet mr.hello. you know what, i'm missing him so damn. then i sent message to one friend that knows much about him.

me : hey, udah tidur?

xx : blm, gabisa tidur, lagi mikirin lo sih

me : haha kasian banget ya. lo nya mikirin gue, tapi gue malah lagi mikirin si mr.hello. besok dia skolah ga sih?

xx : iya.. (then he told me something about our school)

me : ya jawab dulu pertanyaan gue

xx : iya, dia skolah kok

yes, he'll come to school, and if i don't do that thing, i won't meet him today. aarrgh what a confusing thing!

then i sent a message to mr.goodbye

me : mau jujur? aku tuh sengaja gak mau tidur, pengennya smsan. tapi kamu malah nyuruh tidur. yaudahlah

after that, i was waiting for his message. i was reading the nihon go or japanese dictionary. an hour later (i guess) he sent me a message:

mg : selamat tidur, smoga cepat sembuh. kiss and hug for you

me : iya

mg : masih blm tidur juga?

me : kalo udah tidur, sms lo gak bakal gue bales

mg : trus kamu maunya apa? smsan ?

me : mati

mg : astaghfirullah, kok bisa sih, kamu maunya mati?

me : abisnya lo udah gak sayang sama gue

mg : aku tuh tetep sayang sama kamu, sayaaang bgt

me : bohong

mg : gimana lagi biar kamu percaya?

me : lah lo, gue smsin gak dibales. balesnya 3 tahun kemudian

mg : aku kayak gitu juga biar kamu mau tidur

me : tapi aku emang gak mau tidur

mg : aku takut, kalo aku bales sms kamu nanti kamunya gak tidur. aku gak mau org yg aku sayang jadi sakit

me : ya emang aku sengaja gak mau tidur kok

mg : trus kamu sayang sama aku gak?

me : sayaaaaaaang

mg : selama ini aku tuh ga pernah minta apa-apa dari kamu. kali ini aku cuma minta kamu tidur. kamu gak sakit aja aku marah kok kalo gak tidur, apalagi kamu skrg lagi sakit

me : iya aku tidur, tapi bilang dulu kalo kamu sayang sama aku

mg : iya, aku sayang sama kamu.. skarang giliran kamu dong

me : sayang kamu juga. udah kan? aku tidur dulu ya.. good night, oyasuminasai.. have a nice dream

mg : kok gak pake kiss and hug?

me : iya deh, good night.. oyasuminasai.. have a nice dream, kiss n hug

mg : kok gak pake for you?

me : emang waktu itu gue smsnya pake for you - for you an?

mg : yah yeyen, 2 detik bilang sayang, skarang udah gak sayang sama aku lagi

me : iyaaaaaa, gud nite, oyasuminasai, have a nice dream. kiss and hug for you

mg : oke, slamat tidur

me : cuma itu?

mg : slamat malam, mimpi indah, tidur yang nyenyak.. cepat sembuh ya.. kiss n hug for you

wakakakakaka i love you. do love you boy! but sorry, i decided to go to school. because i'm absolutely missing mr. hello. i want to meet him soon. although i know, it's not good for me, because it will disturb my health condition

I'm sick and missing you so much

2010-11-21T22:22:00.000+09:00

Konbanwa minna-san..

As you read on the title above, now i'm sick. it's kinda flu (i guess) but i don't know exactly, what makes me so weak like this..

these are what me&mr. goodbye were talking :

me : (say something rude)

mg : (sad or mad i didn't know)

me : "sorry for saying so, i'm sick"

mg : "how can? makanya kamu tuh tidurnya jangan terlalu malem gitu"

me : "ih orang lagi sakit gini kok jadi dimarahin?"

mg : "marah tanda sayang"

me : "tauk ah! nyebelin"

mg : "trus udah minum obat?"

me : "udah tadi"

mg : "obat apa?"

me : "gak tau, pait sih"

mg : "namanya obat, pasti pait lah.. kalau mau yang manis, beli permen"

me : "kamu tuh ya, udah kayak nyokapku"

mg : "tapi yen, aku kan cowok"

me : "iya, sms kamu itu loh.. persis banget kayak omongan mama"

mg : "berarti aku jodohnya sama nyokap kamu dong"

me : "sayang banget, nyokap udah nikah"

mg : "yang nikah kan nyokap, anaknya belum dong"

me : "tadi katanya kamu jodoh sama nyokapku"

mg : "hahaha"

me : "iya"

mg : "udah shalat ?"

me : "engga sempat, maaf"

mg : "kamu tuh kalau sakit jangan online, istirahat gih"

me : "siapa yang online?"

mg : "yaudah, sana istirahat"

me : "iya"

then i watched tv, and realized about one thing, he wanted to visit me!

i sent him a message,

me : "kamu jadi dateng gak sih?"

mg : "mau sih, tapi ga bisa" (then he told me the reason)

damn, an error has occurred and darn! i hate this scenario

me : "yaudah, ini kok sms nya lama nyampe ?"

mg : "gak tau, aku aja udah hampir gila"

me : "jangan dong"

mg : "yen, kantor provider itu udah aku bakar!"

me : "kok aku gak diajak?"

mg : "kamu kan lagi sakit yen, eh iya.. besok aku jenguk ya? pas pulang sekolah aku mampir ke rumah kamu"

actually i'm happy now, not because he was burning the provider office or another ridiculous reasons.

well, although he canceled his coming, but still, i'm happy cause he is here (in my heart) lol

and the main point is he wants to meet me tomorrow! Ayeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy

Ohaha I miss yooooooooou mr. goodbye! i really really want to meet you as soon as possible :D

I hate this fvcking satnite -________-

2010-11-20T23:22:00.005+09:00

Hello dear readers,
nice to share some troubles of mine to you guys!

Saturday Night / Satnite or malam minggu in Indonesian, is a night which is in that night, couples of teenagers are hanging out, dating, and spending their time romantically. and somehow it's being a nightmare for those who are not having girlfriends or boyfriends. you know, in other words, satnite is not given for them (they who are not have any couples) and satnite is given to all couples in this beloved country, Indonesia. I don't know what's the meaning of saturday night in another overseas countries. but i ever asked to one of my friends on sapporo (hokkaido, Japan) about saturday night. he only said that saturday night is same as another night a.k.a nothing's special for saturday night.

hard to say this, but i have to do. I'M SINGLE, and YES! SATURDAY NIGHT IS SAME AS ANOTHER NIGHT! I'm not trying to say that satnite is a nightmare. because, eventually i love satnite. it's my free time. and as usual, i spend my satnite with my families. we go dinner, karaoke, shopping, and go wherever we want. and for these reasons i've mentioned, i love satnite for sure.

today is saturday, and of course... there musr be a saturday night. at the afternoon i planned the agenda for my satnite.

Playing laptop, accessing internet, connect with people through facebook
text messaging with my friend (absolutely mr.goodbye)
hang out with my cousins, or karaoke

after i finished my dinner, as usual mr.goodbye text me and we talked. he said he tired. i was asking to him, what did he mean with tired, he answered he tired of everything. tired of his love trouble and tired of doing too many things. and he said, he needed to access internet. then when he was online, this laptop was being used by my daddy. and hell yeah, i couldn't use this laptop. i was mad! because i needed to chat with him, but my daddy still used my laptop.
then, after my daddy used my laptop, and i was online, unfortunately he was offline -_____-

i hated my daddy suddenly!

when i checked my phone, mr goodbye sent me a message. but after i replied the message, he didn't reply my message but he was just saying 'pulsaku habis, ini sisa pulsa terakhirku'
DAMN!
does he love me? if he does, why should he sent me a message like that? i mean, he didn't even ask for apology or something. he just said "Pulsaku habis, ini sisa pulsa terakhirku'
I need you boy! But you didn't understand me at all. you said that you love me. but what's the prove?
is this the prove?

you treat me not so badly. but i need you! where are you? i'm not believing this message. i'm not believing that you love me. actually i want to believe, but i can't.
and from the deepest side of my heart, i want to say this out loud: FOR GOD SAKE, I LOVE HIM !!!
I don't know how could i be like this, how could i fall in a boy like him, how could he makes me love drunk..
Aaaaaaaargh and now i'm dizzy :-S

What's happening on you?

2010-11-20T18:07:00.001+09:00

i'm kinda curious with what you've said with your 'useless sacrifices'. even though i know, it probably doesn't have any relation with me. but still, i want to know more about your 'useless sacrifices'. even if it has a relation with me, i have to know it boy! yayaya i know, that's part of your right.and i guess you just did not want to share anything with me, because i'm nothing, and that's not of my business. *sorry for posting this crap

Yes, yeyen dilema hahaha

2010-11-19T22:45:00.000+09:00

Finally updated! ayaayeeeeey :)

well, lately aku lagi dekat sama seseorang. ya you may know him lah! bukan mr.hello , tapi mr.goodbye :D
heran kan, knapa gue bisa deket lagi sama si mr.goodbye?
sama, gue sendiri juga heran.
tapi nyante deh, gue sama dia cuman sekedar teman smsan. yayaa gue juga tau diri lah, maret udah lomba. dan gue gak mungkin wasting my quality time hanya dengan pacaran atau hal-hal semacam itu -_-"
mmmmmmmm, itu si mr.hello juga yaa lumayan mulai friendly dan gak se-arrogant dulu. skarang dia suka nyapa gue duluan. padahal gue sendiri gak ada niatan nyapa dia (karna gengsi sih)
malah sodaranya mr.hello waktu itu pernah nyangka gue pacaran sama si mr.hello. walah walah, ini kakaknya kok bisa mikir kayak gitu ya? anyway gue seneng banget dengernya. haha coba kalo jadi kenyataan. cihuuuuuuy!
eh iya, back to mr.goodbye..
gue sayang sama dia :3
ayaaaayeeey! Gapapa kan? lagian gue juga masih 'single' hahaha
daaaaaaaan, mr.hello juga gak lagi pacaran sama gue. jadi kalo dipikir-pikir sih gue seneng-seneng aja sayang-sayangan sama si mr.goodbye :p
tapi nih ya, yang bikin hati gue jadi rada gak jelas, kalo misalnya disaat bersamaan gue lagi ngobrol sama salah satu temen gue, trus dia udah ngungkit mr.hello sama mr.goodbye at the same time!
nah gue bingung dong, mau jawab apa..
in one side, gue suka sama si mr.hello, other side, gue sayang sama mr.goodbye..
gimana dong yah?
kalo kata hati gue sih itu gapapa, as long as gue masih jomblo.
gue juga gak harus milih salah satu, karna there is no choice. jadi emang gue gak wajib milih. iya kan ? iya kan? hahaha
udahan ah~
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaah *hi5

Re-Install OS

2010-11-10T10:25:00.000+09:00

kemarin gue pengen bgt install Microsoft Office 2010. tapi pas ngeinstall, gagal mlulu. udah gitu office 2007nya ke remove. jadi satu-satunya cara ya harus install microsoft office secepatnya. karna tugas biologi gue dikumpul hari ini. dan tugas itu harus diketik. kalo gak install office, gue ga bisa ngetik apa-apa -____- too bad karna kalo ga dikumpulin tugasnya, pasti gue dikeluarin dari kelas dan ga ikut pelajaran.

nah tapi masalahnya, pas ngeinstall office sendiri dirumah, setup nya gagal terus dan lama-lama bikin gue emosi. tugas yang lain kan juga blm gue selesein. PKN misalnya. sama skali blm gue slesein.
Karna gue bosen, jadi gue putusin buat ke tetangga gue ---> PLASA COM. Biasanya kalo laptop gue knapa-knapa, pasti diperbaiki disitu.
Jadi pas kesana gue minta tolong di install microsoft office 2010.
Me : "Mbak, bisa installin Office 2010 gak?"
Mbak : "Bentar ya dek, kayaknya disini masih 2007, Renaaaaal ada office 2010 gak?"
Renal (dari dalam ruangannya sambil keluar) : "Ada"
Mbak : "Oh ada, iya ternyata"
Renal : "Mau install yang 2010 ya?"
Me : "iya nih mas, bisa kan?"
Renal :" Bisa kok"
Me : "Diambilnya kapan dong?"
Mbak : "1 jam lagi bisa dek?"
Renal : "nanti saya antar kalo udah selese"
Me : "Oh oke deh mas, makasih yaa."
trus gue pulang dan nunggu. gak lama kemudian ada yang ngetuk pintu. ternyata renal. haha
Me : "eh udah selese nih mas?
Renal : "Gini tadi udah saya coba, tapi gabisa terus. kayaknya drive C banyakan virus deh"
Me : "oh gitu ya? trus gimana dong? Oh ya udah mas, nanti saya balik kesana lagi ya mas, trus install os lagi."
renal : "iya deh"
Me : "makasih ya mas"
trus gue balik lagi kesana, minta diinstal os nya. terpaksa deh data2 di drive C hilang semua.
nah pas selese, renal balik lagi..
Me : "Udah selesai ya mas?"
renal :" iya.. tapi officenya 2010"
me : "oh iya gapapa kok mas, eh bayar brapa nih?"
renal : "ga bayar dek, GRATISS"
me : "yang bener? masa setiap perbaikin laptop saya, gratis terus mas?"
renal : "hehehe"
me : "oke deh mas, makasih yaaaaaaa"

nah si renal itu, cakeeeeeeep bgt. chinese sih, tapi cool.. haha
kalo kayak gitu, mending ni laptop rusak mulu, kan bisa dibawa ke renal. udah gitu gratis lagi :D
lucky me

16 things about me in ranitania's eyes

2010-11-04T16:38:00.001+09:00

I got this from rani..

16 (unimportant) facts about nurul widya djahir:

1. Her name is nurul widya djahir, people used to call her yeyen
2. she easily lost her mood and it needs no reason
3. She loves to say everything and do anything that she wanted
4. she loves tahu sumedang. and she used to eat tahu sumedang after debating class
5. she knows how to be a good public speaker
6. she is kind of girl that easily lost her spirit and somehow can get mad without any reason (moody)
7. she loves her life (i know that)
8. she is smart but stupidly fall for a man that doesn't realize how lucky he is, because yeyen likes him
9. she was born on 29 oct 1994
10. she likes orange. orange for a spidol. spidol to write something in bbod
11. she doesn't talk to stranger (but we do @ omegle)
12. she easily get panic
13. she likes yang pedas2 ahaha
14. she likes japan
15. she is 15 going to 16
16. in a few hours she will be sixteen

are those true? probably yes

Mama pulang, semua senang! Kecuali ....

2010-10-10T17:25:00.000+09:00

yes, setelah 2 minggu pisah dari mama karna mama ke jakarta. akhirnya mama pulang yeeaaaaaaay!
jadi honestly, gue paling gak suka kalo nyokap lama2 keluar kota. karna pasti gue ga bisa makan masakan nyokap yang rasanya enak lezat itu hahahahhh :D emang iya sih, nyokap nitip duit buat jajan, dan ada orang yang masak dirumah. tapi ya itu! gue lebih senang makan masakan nyokap daripada masakan orang lain. makanya selama beberapa hari gue jarang(read: jarang banget) makan makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna. karna gue makannya juga paling mie instan doang! nah! pas nyokap di jakarta, gue sempat sakit perut selama lebih dari seminggu (sampai skarang). Gara-gara gue kerjaannya cuman jajan dan jarang makan. skarang sih udah gue kontrol porsi&waktu makan gue. tapi ya tetep aja sering sakit perut. kasian kan? ya gue juga sih yang bego -_-
ada beberapa hal lain yang gue suka karna nyokap pulang selain bisa makan enak. salah satunya karna nyokap udah ganti bb dan gue bisa maenin bbnya. nah bad thing nya nih, pas gue make bb nyokap buat twitteran. kan updatean gue bakal "via Twitter for blackberry". eh temen2 gue malah mentionin gue, "yen, bagi pin dong" Oh my.... gue kan gapake bb! masa iya pin nyokap yg gue bagi?! bakalan bbman sama nyokap gue deh mreka! udah gitu banyak banget yang mentionin kayak gitu. nah akhirnya gue mutusin buat sign out secepatnya dan online lagi sekitar 3hari kedepan. haha loser banget ya gue? tapi slow, gue juga bakal pake bb kok kalo gue dikasih duit yang banyak (yaaiih, pede banget gue)
oke, move to the other reason knapa gue seneng banget nyokap pulang. karna gue dibawain oleh2. hall-o ! setiap orang yang dibawain oleh2 pasti seneng kan? apalagi dikasih jam tangan dan beberapa barang2 lucu lainnya. gue seneng sama jam tangan, karna nyokap paling gasuka kalo gue make rolex nya yang kembaran sama punya bokap gue. katanya sih couple watch!
skarang, sante maaak! gue udah dikasih jam baru! monol pink lagi. Ahahaha lucky me ;)

say hello :D

2010-09-30T18:40:00.003+09:00

surprisingly day!
lets check 'em out..

05.30 a.m : woke up
05.31 a.m : turned on my computer and played owl city's to the sky
05.35 a.m : took a bath
05.38 a.m : wore school's uniform
05.40 a.m : listened taylor swift's fifteen
05.41 a.m : sent text mssg to ranitania, for her birthday
05.50 a.m : prepared school's stuffs
06.10 a.m : turned off my computer
06.15 a.m : went to school
06.20 a.m : said "Good morning pals!" when came into the classroom
06.21 a.m : met ranitania and screamed out loud "Happy fifteen sistaaaaa"
06.22 a.m : were sitting next to ranitania on schools garden
06.25 a.m : met mr. hello and was talking with him (yeaaaaaayyy! this was making me so happily shocked!)
06.45 a.m : bell was ringing, and i back to my classroom
06.46 a.m till 11.58 a.m : was being in my classroom and just talked with my class mates
12.05 p.m : mr. hello entered my classroom, and we both talked (this was also making me happily nervous)
12.45 p.m : went to uthy's house with mr.hello and cobus (there were flowers in my heart)
12.45 - 01.25 p.m : were talking with mr. hello
01.30 p.m : went to home
01.35 p.m : took a bath while my cellphone was charging
01.45 p.m : checked my cellphone, Gosh! Mr. Goodbye sent me a message, he asked "have you arrived at your home?"
01.46 p.m : replied the message quickly
02.05 p.m : picked the outfits and hell yeah, i didn't found what i wanted
02.30 p.m : went to ranitania's fifteen birthday party
02.31 p.m : mr. goodbye sent me mssg, he wanted to meet me, and i replied the mssg. and finally we couldn't meet

04.55 p.m (i guess) : we went to the singing place a.k.a karaoke
04.55 till 05.45 p.m : were being crazy with the others
06.00 p.m : went to home and felt so tired
06.38 p.m : wrote this blog

ok guys, i dont know what should i post :D
akakakaaa
have a nice thursday!

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I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SH#T!

2010-09-26T10:50:00.002+09:00

dear readers,
last night, i spent my saturday night with attended a contest in bela international hotel, ballroom venue.
well, as usual, my mom was the committee. and when the contest was over, my mom introduced me to another committee.
mom : "this is yeyen. she's my daughter"
committee : "hi yeyen! what class are you?"
me : "im second grader sir"
committee : "junior high school ?"
me : "no sir, i'm a senior high school student"
committee : "really? i thought you are a junior high school students. because you look so child and not too tall"
me : (speechless and smile)
committee : "how old are you?"
me : "almost 16"
mom : "she was premature birth baby. so it makes sense if she looks so child and too young"

anyway, i can't believe that! i mean, i even look older and taller compared with my friends. how could he said i'm too child and not too tall. -____________________-

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Yayaya this might be a note for mr. goodbye

2010-09-21T18:53:00.000+09:00

photos speak more than words

2010-09-17T19:18:00.001+09:00

on some previous blogs, i've told you how do i act at school with my besties like ozan and cfs.

here i post my photos with them. these photos were taken by camera in my computer today.

we look so silly here, and we also look so happy :D

check them out!

fyi, i always be on middle side. hold 'dede' comics. ozan is on the right side, and ai (desy ratnasari) is on the left side

Flock 2.5.6 Now Available - Fixes Flickr and Twitter Issues

2010-09-08T15:48:00.001+09:00

Hey Flockstars,

I am very happy to inform you that Flock 2.5.6 is now available from our homepage. 2.5.6 addresses the Flickr logout issues and Twitter sidebar issues that some people have been experiencing. 2.5.6 also includes a Firefox security update and various other fixes, all of which you can read about in the release notes.

Please note that 2.5.6 auto-updates are not turned on at this time. The best way to upgrade is to follow these steps:

Download 2.5.6 from www.flock.com

Shut down Flock completely

Back up your profile (this isn't entirely necessary...just a good policy in general)

Run the Flock 2.5.6 installer

Open Flock

Congrats, you've been updated to the last version of Flock!

Some of you may be wondering about the status of the Facebook Chat/Notifications feature in the bottom right of the browser. We would have loved to fix the issues with this feature in 2.5.6. However, Facebook continues to rapidly change the code powering these features, and does not provide an API for connecting to them (like they do with other features). We’re hoping to reach a resolution for this popular feature that will be less sensitive to Facebook code changes going forward.

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Setelah 7 jam lamanya berada di pesawat, akhirnya Alhamdulillah kami tiba dengan selamat di Bandara Narita, Tokyo. Setelah di bandara, kami pun diantar dengan bus ke Grand Prince New Takanawa hotel yang letaknya dekat dengan stasiun shinigawa. Kami pun check in pada pukul 9.30 waktu Tokyo atau sama dengan waktu Indonesia timur (WIT). DI Tokyo, roommate saya tetap Deska Rachmala dari Provinsi Jawa Barat. Dan kamar kami terletak di lantai 3, dengan nomor kamar 2329. Setelah beristirahat di kamar selama kurang lebih 4 jam, kami pun berkumpul di lobby dan pergi ke National Olympics Memorial Youth Center (NYC) dan mengikuti orientasi keseluruhan dari Kementrian Luar Negeri Jepang. Di acara tersebut, hadir pula Bapak Duta Besar Indonesia untuk Jepang yang turut memberikan kata sambutan dan pesan kepada para peserta. Pada pukul 17.30 waktu Jepang, kami pun pergi ke monkey forest restaurant di daerah shibuya dengan bus. Monkey forest restaurant merupakan restoran Indonesia dengan nuansa interior Bali. Desain seragamnya juga Balinese style. Setelah makan, kami pun kembali ke hotel. Disana diberlakukan aturan jam malam. Artinya, kami harus sudah berada di alam kamar pada pukul 22.00 waktu Jepang. Free time pada pukul 20.00-21.30 waktu Jepang. Free time pada hari itu kami gunakan untuk meeting grup Hokkaido. Karena kami harus menentukan, apa saja yang akan kami tarikan dan nyanyikan pada saat festival sekolah di Sapporo Kiyota High School, Farewell Party Dengan Host Family di JICA Sapporo, dan pada saat Farewell party di KBRI di Tokyo.

7 juli 2010 :

Setiap pagi setelah sarapan, suhu setiap peserta diukur dan dicatat. Jika ada salah satu peserta memiliki suhu C maka peserta tersebut akan diperiksa lebih lanjut lagi kesehatannya. Dan jika suhu badannya C maka peserta tersebut tidak diikutsertakan dalam kegiatan hari itu dan roommate-nya juga akan diperiksa kesehatan. Karena mungkin saja peserta tersebut telah terjangkit virus flu burung. Setelah pemeriksaan suhu badan, kami pun pergi ke Edo-Tokyo Museum dan mengikuti ceramah di ruang rapat. Ceramah pada hari itu tentang Jepang dan Orang Jepang. Ceramah tersebut dijelaskan dengan 2 bahasa, yaitu bahasa Jepang dan bahasa Indonesia (dengan bantuan penerjemah). Pada pukul 12.15 waktu Jepang, kami semua pergi ke Hanano Mai. Hanano Mai merupakan restoran chanko (makanan Jepang yang biasa dimakan oleh pegulat sumo setelah bertanding). Setelah selesai makan siang, kami melakukan obeservasi museum. Banyak sekali informasi yang kami dapatkan, terutama sejarah kota Tokyo. Kemudian, kami pun mengikuti meeting per grup untuk pertunjukan di daerah. Namun karena kami dari grup Hokkaido sudah meeting pada malam sebelumnya, maka kami disana hanya latihan-latihan menari (2 tarian, yaitu tari saman dan tari poco-poco). Pada pukul 17.00 waktu Jepang, meeting ditutup dan kami bersiap-siap di bus untuk pergi makan malam. Makan malam pada hari itu bertempat di New Garuda Restaurant di daerah Shinjuku. New Garuda Restaurant merupakan restoran makanan Indonesia di Jepang. Disana, kami disuguhi beragam makanan Indonesia, seperti gado-gado dan sup khas Indonesia namun dimasak dengan bumbu dan bahan dari Jepang. Setelah itu kami kembali ke hotel pada pukul 19.00 waktu Jepang. Free time pada malam itu kami habiskan dengan jalan-jalan ke stasiun shibuya. Di stasiun shibuya, kami berfoto dengan patung Hachiko. Patung itu sendiri merupakan tanda kenangan tentang Hachiko, Anjing setia yang selalu menanti tuannya di depan stasiun. Setelah tiba di hotel, kami langsung packing untuk pergi ke prefektur Hokkaido pada hari berikutnya.

how do you think?

amazing, isn't it?

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taylor swift - fearless

2010-09-07T23:53:00.000+09:00

Colbie vs Taylor swift, who's the winner? lets check this out!

2010-09-07T23:48:00.000+09:00

Taylor swift - their

2010-09-07T23:38:00.000+09:00

Owl city's video

2010-09-07T23:03:00.000+09:00

Another song describes today ;)

2010-09-07T22:53:00.000+09:00

Owl City - I'll meet you there

Today's song

2010-09-07T22:45:00.000+09:00

Lenka - The Show

the Show lyrics found at elyricsworld.com

ME vs MY MOM. who's the winner? i pick ME! ROFL

2010-09-06T22:40:00.002+09:00

Ok lets begin the story.

i was took some photos using my webcam. then my mom saw me, and said "lemme join it"

then abrakadabra wushu wushuuuuuu BUUMMMM!

we got some photos!

lets check 'em out

and the winner is ...

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crazy time at crazy box wakakakaka

2010-09-06T21:35:00.003+09:00

dear friends..

last night i didn't post something to this blog. you know what did happen? i and my cousins were hanging out. actually before we were hanging out, there was a family gathering for break fasting. then kaka astrid asked us to join the ela-ela festival. ela-ela is a kind of traditional lamp. it uses oil for lighting.

firstly, we thought the festival would be held in jatiland mall area. but ea said, it was impossible! mmm she meant ela-ela festival was kinda traditional. and jatiland mall area was a modern place. thus we went to public field. but unfortunatelly, the festival had been ended!

after that, kaka astrid sugested to go to the jatiland mall for refresment. after arrived, we went to the third floor. and we took photos.

these are the photos we took.

lets check 'em out!

after took photos, we went to solaria, we ate togheter, and went home at 11.45 p.m.

so i was sleepy and couldn't update this blog :D

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Today is better

2010-09-04T21:47:00.002+09:00

heyyaa dear!
okay as what you read on the title, today is better!
at least there is no shits like yesterday and two days before.
guys, guess what!
my internet package has been activated again!
yes yes yippie!
you know what, lately although i used my computer, but i only opened the mobile site.
because if i opened the regular site, it would cost more money lol
anyway, i have no idea about what should i post here. maybe tomorrow i'll share something more :D
see ya guys ;)

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My days going weird

2010-09-03T20:44:00.000+09:00

When i woke up, i felt something bad from my body. my mouth tasted so sour. and i guessed, i would vomit. then i went to the toilet. and hell yeah, i vomitted!
it was really hurting. and i felt dizzy. so i cleaned the toilet, and met my mom soon. i asked her "can i continue my fast if i vomited?" she said no. i was so disappointed. you know, i was not fasting for 8 days long. and if today i'm not fasting, so i have to fast 9 days after ramadhan. then i laid on the chair. some moments after, mmm i guess it approximately an hour. i felt the same thing, i would puke. so i stand and yes, i vomitted. after the second vomits, i really felt something bad already happened to me. and i was so dizzy. really really dizzy. then i beg to daci, for making me a cup of tea. i drunk it, and felt better.

i went to my bedroom, and slept. i was so tired and dizzy. i was sick. anything in my body was so painful. then after 30 minutes, my mom woke me up. she cooked me a bowl of porridge and egg. she asked me to eat them. i ate half of them, because you know, if you were sick, you can't eat too much. and because i was affraid that i'll vomit after i ate much.

some hours later, i found my cousin's message on my phone. she was mad at me. oh how pitty am i. some days ago, i got trouble with my best friends, and now it happened to me AGAIN!
but i didn't have enough credit to reply her message. then i replied it via facebook.
and until now, she hasn't replied it.

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